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I can't always put a ton of energy into every post, but post..

I can't always put a ton of energy into every post, but posting consistently is good for my mental health, so I appreciate being able to put my thoughts and images out to the universe. I still grapple with pondering the details of my lived experience on a regular basis, including wrestling with memory loss and Cotard's delusion (the belief that one is already dead) when my mind is stressed and preoccupied with explaining the psychotic episode/NDE that occurred a month ago. Today I finall...

Things are rarely black and white, but in this case they are..

Things are rarely black and white, but in this case they are 😅😘 Enjoy some silly movements in this cute bodysuit

Some morning gratitude, a few nakeys + a 4 minute long relax..

Some morning gratitude, a few nakeys + a 4 minute long relaxed joyful naked dance to Thank U by Alanis Morissette. Feeling gratitude for the miracle of me being alive. I've taken so much for granted in life, bitched and moaned at this unfairness of this or that, when really being human and cared for is such a rare and profound experience. All of it grist for the mill of awakening, an uncomfortable, deeply moving, terrifying ride. It's songs like this that tell me I'm not alone in the...

A reminder for new and old fans: I am less than one month o..

A reminder for new and old fans: I am less than one month out from an episode of mind-fracturing stress that required hospitalization. One of the safeguards to my mental wellbeing and ability to continue posting is that I cannot check DMs with much regularity. This is not from lack of gratitude, but because the stress of indebtedness will eat me alive if I engage with every person and message in my inbox. Thank you for understanding and helping me pursue financial autonomy during this difficult...

Videos (~4 minutes) of me enthusiastically sucking Rain's co..

Videos (~4 minutes) of me enthusiastically sucking Rain's cock and balls and then riding him like the horny lady I am. He always feels fantastic inside me and this is a great POV snippet of our sex life! (If you've been dying to see me fuck, this is the first opportunity I've created other than a single video on Rain's page a year or two ago~)

This session comes in 2 parts: pics + videos! This is a gal..

This session comes in 2 parts: pics + videos! This is a gallery of me sucking Rain's delicious cock and balls (my fave) this afternoon. If you're desperate for more vivid action, videos of me sucking and riding him are next! 😈

A relaxing foot bath and nail painting, pics + video! If yo..

A relaxing foot bath and nail painting, pics + video! If you notice little pieces of black shit everywhere, it's because our leather couch has been literally disintegrating and we haven't been able to get rid of or replace it. Thank you for understanding!

Did my first paid tarot reading today and it felt exciting a..

Did my first paid tarot reading today and it felt exciting and terrifying and beautiful. Decided to reward myself with a little foot soak and painted my nails for the first time in ages. Video + more detailed shots in a bit!

Some shorts-only and naked shots, feet/calves/arches, and a ..

Some shorts-only and naked shots, feet/calves/arches, and a playful dance to donovan's Season of the Witch 🌙🔮🙏🧘‍♀️

Hello and welcome to all you recent fans- it means the world..

Hello and welcome to all you recent fans- it means the world to me that you're here supporting my journey. I hope I bring hope and light to your world with my body and other content! As I am figuring out how to live in the world and pay my bills, I will sometimes post free content and sometimes keep more provocative or fetish content for those able to pay. My hope is to find a balance that offers something to everyone! Thank you for understanding and exchanging energy with me here. Comments,...

About to take a shower! I'm a bit limited right now because..

About to take a shower! I'm a bit limited right now because I'm using my old phone which has a broken screen and is wifi only, hope you still enjoy my legs and feet and butt (with bits of our disintegrating couch on it) and bobs 😅🙏

I take off my dress and dance in my bikini in the sun, showi..

I take off my dress and dance in my bikini in the sun, showing you my feet, butt, and breasts as I relearn how to appreciate my body for what and how it is 👙🧡

Peekaboo 👣👟 some quick pics from my trip

A few from while I was away visiting a friend. Coming up: a..

A few from while I was away visiting a friend. Coming up: a few feet and a video of me dancing in a bikini as I try to remember my body and how to use it 😅👣👙 I am working on getting a part time job, moving to a different nearby city, and saving for a new GPU as my hand-me-down 960 seems to finally be petering out, so your support is so appreciated 🧡🙏

Another gallery of feet for those interested! High contrast ..

Another gallery of feet for those interested! High contrast playing with my LED strip and various poses. If this content is up your alley, feel free to let me know what kinds of images/poses turn you on so I can deliver more in the future! 👣🦶🦶

At your service 💜🧡

⚡FLASHING LIGHT WARNING⚡ This summer, in the midst of my ma..

⚡FLASHING LIGHT WARNING⚡ This summer, in the midst of my manic unraveling, I invented a new technique- live light painting- using nothing but OBS. All of this is done 100% live with zero editing after recording. I have several different effects/variations that all look completely different, this is just one of them. Enjoy!

By popular request, a gallery of my feet in one of my favori..

By popular request, a gallery of my feet in one of my favorite pairs of shoes and naked, including soles and toe spreading. This OnlyFans will continue to remain free, but I figure it makes sense to offer additional/extra/specialized content for those who have expressed interest! 💙🧡

Thank you to all 200 of you for sticking around and admiring..

Thank you to all 200 of you for sticking around and admiring my form and showing your appreciation. The money I've made here on OF has been our sole income for much of this summer and has been absolutely crucial to our survival as I recover from hospitalization and start learning strategies for living with bipolar disorder. Thank you for reminding me that I am not alone.

I cannot be fucked with reordering every carousel individual..

I cannot be fucked with reordering every carousel individually within this shitty mobile UI just because onlyfans doesn't know how to retain upload order 🙃

You'd think after a decade of on and off sex work I'd have t..

You'd think after a decade of on and off sex work I'd have this down to a science, but I still don't really know how to take pictures of myself. I just like making the light hit the lines of my form in interesting ways 😅 Thanks for bearing with me this summer, y'all. This week really made me reflect on how many old grievances and feuds I'd been holding in my heart and dragging along behind me from place to place. I'm realizing that wagging my finger at "bad guys&...

I know I normally share every detail of my life with the int..

I know I normally share every detail of my life with the internet, but this past week I went through something I don't know how to talk about. I was hospitalized, and it cast many of my habits, beliefs, and attitudes in sharp relief. I have a lot of healing to do as I learn how to live on the other side of this experience, so your support and patience is appreciated. Maybe in the future I will be able to go into detail, but for now I'm just trying to put one foot in front of the other an...

Grateful to have a body lately, let alone one that I can use..

Grateful to have a body lately, let alone one that I can use to support myself in any way. Hope you're all doing well 💙

The first song I ever danced to on cam was Ravel's Bolero. I..

The first song I ever danced to on cam was Ravel's Bolero. I'll never forget how unbridled and sexy I felt taking off my dress to the marching drum beat. What other offbeat songs do you think would make for good dances?

It's only 90 degrees this evening so here is some intuitive ..

It's only 90 degrees this evening so here is some intuitive movement in pants that do not fit Hope you're all having a beautiful time 💙

I am working really hard on healing my relationship with mon..

I am working really hard on healing my relationship with money. Being born to 2 disabled parents with zero income has really done a number on my attitude toward finances. Money is something I associate with robots, people devoid of humanity or compassion. I associate it with Bezos, Elon Musk. With my uncle- a malignant narcissist who has used his money to hoard wealth for himself while giving the bare minimum to others, who told me to stay in Colorado when my mom was dying because it was "i...

Here is my meatsuit Please admire & share resources if you ..

Here is my meatsuit Please admire & share resources if you feel so moved Also I need to figure out where to put my money because I haven't had a "real" bank account since Colorado but I can't abide overdraft/membership fees- I've checked out several online-only banks and credit unions like Alliant and Ally, but am undecided. Since I know many of you are not financially illiterate like me, I'd appreciate banking recommendations!