xHeyCharliex
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Hi...
🕑 Added 2021-08-29 22:11:35 +0000 UTCWhat's up!!
I just wanted to let you all know what's going with my life at the moment and I'll definitely need some time to breathe. I still have videos already recorded and those I will edit when my spirit is up and schedule them out =D
As a few of you all may know, I just lost my mom to covid and learning to live with this pain is terribly hard to do but hey, I'm learning. I love all of my friends so much but I have to be honest, when I posted the news on twitter and saw the super heavy love I got from ARMY, it felt soooooo good and I cried every time I read them. I couldn't find the strength to respond but I 100% read them all and still reading them. That love will always be unmatched. We're a real family here, ARMY. Now this is what I call a family πππ
I'm suppose to fly out Wednesday to prep for the funeral but I can't beat my fear of flying =(
Once, I return. I'll take it day by day to find the energy to laugh and get mad at JK with you all again. At the moment I just keep crying randomly throughout the day so I'm hurt & drained.
I can definitely say I'm progressing though. I'm mostly crying at night now or when I talk to my family =(
Well, I'll talk to you all soon and I don't want to cry right now. Thanks for all the love and being there π’π’
Ps. I LOVE Megan's verse on the Butter remix and we'll talk about that soon =D
I π U, Mom! π’
I π U, ARMY
Comments
I am really very sorry to hear that and my condolences to you and your family. I definitely understand your pain since I lost my father earlier this year. No matter whether you are on good terms with your family, you are left with a void in such circumstances. But time, positiveness, and people who love you and you yourself will heal and life will go on and on. Take as much time as you deserve and want, you are stronger than you think. We love you and will always do it forever no matter what. Take good care and you will emerge even braver, we believe in you!! We purple you!! : )
Sokha Hem
my condoleance to you and family..take good care of youself
