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Ninani

??!?!?!?!?

Rosie 🌿

‘Zooweeee mama’ big fan of that part

Maham Rana

I NEED TOO🥺🥺

Maham Rana

Thank god someone said it…if i could reach through the video i would literally even that damn thing out…IT WAS BOTHERING ME!!!😭

Maham Rana

Thank u boo🥺♥️

Maham Rana

Thank u babe🥺

Maham Rana

Thank u bbg🥺♥️

Maham Rana

Im so sorry for your hamster 🥺😭

sarcatsticx

omg aroace gang let's goooo ✋🏻

Ira🦀

aromantic over here who never held hands romantically before high five ✋🏻

Claire

I love that we all feel validated in here 💜

Ira🦀

I feel seen 🙂‍↕️🫶🏻

Ira🦀

I am so sorry about your hamster 🥺💓 we are here to make you feel better <3

Kori

6:50 AUSHEN 😳

Kori

aushen, i want you bad stop this is unfair

Andrea

Bye

Claire

Me too! It's my lock screen wallpaper and it makes me giggle every time I see it 🤣

Erin

I changed my phone Home Screen for the first time in like 6 months bc of the amazing ss this video gave me (from Aushen collage to just one Aushen but I’m not complaining heehee 🤭)

Lysna

Bring us the horse's nameee

Sadist.Hipster

Don't worry about saying sorry too much. I'm the same exact way lol. Just keep being you, unapologetically. 🫶🏻

Meh

Y’all he’s too cute I just wanna CHOMP fr

Nayara

Any time!! 😚

Nayara

I think it pisses him off too, but he’ll never admit it 😂🤭

Regan the Rebel💜

I feel that, I’m bored at home too lmao! I feel like most of us do that you’re all good lovie🩵💜

Regan the Rebel💜

Pissed me off so much🤣

Nayara

And he never managed to straigten the string of his hoodie ever again

Nayara

Really???? Do they exist??? I’m shocked 😂

Nayara

I’m so sorry about your hamster Mah 😭😭 I’m sorry for yours too Doves 😭😭

Quercus

Thank you I appreciate that 🤍

DYWTYLM

Funny! share more like this please 😏 I do this too, 😞 I try really hard to be more mindful and try not to say it. A few years ago in group therapy someone pointed it out to me. Now because I’m self aware I get embarrassed or even a little sad when I do it. WE are not sorry for being ourselves!! 🥰

Doves🤍

Nooo condolences❤️‍🩹 my hamster also passed recently so I can imagine the sadness🫂

Claire

I think some people are normal 🤣

Nayara

Im sorry for that, I hope it gets better. <3

Nayara

Like, isn't something that everybody does???

Claire

WE MISSED YOU BOO 💜 I'm sorry about your hamster 🫂😭

Maham Rana

And now we go to discord 👁️🫦👁️

Maham Rana

Also aushen u could have give a warning before all that I WAS IN THE KITCHEN MAN LITERALLY SHOWING MY MUM YOUR VIDEO JEEZ I WAS JUDGED SO BAD MY HEART DROPPED WHEN U START SAYING ALL THAT😭😭😭😭 but loved it!!! Also the last part!!!! 😭😭😭 hugs boo🫂🫂

Maham Rana

Guess who’s backkk ITS BEEN A MINUTE!!!! my hamster died so i was like GOING THROUGH IT😭😭😭…anywho!!!!

Claire

SHH, don't tell him that 👀

Arya

NOTE we sometimes fight with you 👀

Claire

We love seeing this uncut version of you Aush, thank you for trusting us 💜 Is it bad that sometimes I talk to you during my day too? I talk to some of the pretty girls as well, then I remember I can actually DM them. (It gets lonely working from home, okay! 🤣)

Quercus

This video made my day, I had the worst night last night. But thank you for trusting us. 🤍

Nayara

Also, you saying that you imagine talking to us on your daily is so sweet!! I just want to hug you.

Teodora

'you guys are fucking freaks' noo, really?

Brooke

And I'm sorry for being feral, BUT when you tried to record riding with your phone👀 I'd like to see you from that angle in person🫠

Brooke

Thank you for trusting us enough to share this with us, Aushen🫶🏻 We love you so so much🩷

Nayara

I love how all of your content is a roller coaster of reactions and emotions!!!!

Nayara

Aushen, do more BTS videos. It's so good!!!!

Nayara

Feral side aside, I do love your BTS videos with your train of thoughts it's really fun and cute and amazing to see how your brain works.. I'm not joking. It shows several sides of you and it makes me admire you even more! Not to mention the therapy part... it's so important to take care of yourself, especially mentally. ❤️ I'm happy to know that you feel comfortable to show us this content and thank you for that trust. And I hope you can be even more comfortable to post anything here, cause we are here to support you in eveything you wanna post, do, share, show, tell, say, play, read... really every single thing! Love you Aushen! You are so fantastic and have an amazing heart. ❤️

Nayara

Now we understand when you say about the voices... 😂

Nayara

And the following sentences… i think I’m gonna die from being wet

Alphy(H)

Gwubby wubbies

Nayara

Also, put in 6:50 minutes, put the speed on 0.75 and get a bucket!

Nayara

6:50 - FUCK!!! The breathing, sir???

Nayara

You couldn't wait a whole minute to say something feral 😂😂😂 By saying that, I'll join you and go with: I want to feel your tongue inside of me (both: mouth and puss-)

Doves🤍

I felt so many emotions during this, thank you for sharing this bts with us Aushen🥰🥰 you're so sweet and naturally funny (and tall and handsome, but you already knew that x) it's interesting to know the reason behind why you say sorry so often. As someone who's getting their degree in education it reminded me that everything I'll do can have an impact on the students, something that's an insignificant comment to me can be altering in the student's development so I should be mindful🙏🏽❤️ Also I'm honestly glad you try to find alternative ways to make content without the helmet cause the heavy breathing has me worried fr❤️

Doves🤍

I busted out laughing when I noticed mid video😂 I realized it's probably from his cooking stream when chat told him his strings were uneven and he pulled one side and did this, he's never bothered to fix it since😭😭

mcxyp

06:50-07:12 was literally just a TEASE!! HOW DARE YOU AUSHEN!? 😫 I remember watching this reel on Instagram and I died at the pov of what thirst traps look like from a standby pov and it made me laugh out loud! 😂 with what you were saying in the last minute of this video, my best friend actually does this a lot too. she can't help it, it's just become something so normalized for her that I find that she's always apologizing even when she doesn't need too. with us Aushen, you don't ever have to apologize for anything! we love you and we won't ever judge you or tell you to stop acting the way YOU are! keep being your absolute true self pookie and I promise you, we'll stick beside you no matter what! we love you A! thank you for sharing that with us! 🫂

Isabela O'Neill

We love a man who openly goes to therapy

Sav

anyone else bothered by his very uneven hoodie strings? 😭

eiica

Is it bad that I find it extremely attractive when a man says he goes to therapy? Not only are you cute, funny, talented and sexy but now we find out you are working on yourself! Damn boy, you're one of a kind 😍😍😍

Liv

Freaky content does well😂 the sorry thing makes a lot of sense too. I think I used to say it a lot too, still working on it, so I get it. But it’s ok, thank you for posting this for us to enjoy! Remember we love the silliness and everything else😂💜💜

Nesquik

Omg. I'm nit even on ur ✨️freaky✨️ tier. But PLS do a cooking video but the thirsty way. You know, like the men that literally abuse the food and makes you wanna puke. Yeah. Pls do that.

Nesquik

Watching Aushen slowly die of asphyxia and co2 intoxixation (REAL NOT CLICKBAIT) I totally understnd why it's super intimate, so we stan your strenght to post it.

Gemgurl_06

Hi Aushen! I hope having a wonderful day, afternoon or night. 🌙✨️✨️✨️ Also you're okay now Tik Tok has been restored! So Welcome back! 🙌🙌👏👏 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ Are you still going to be on Red note? Ni hao! Thank you for being YOU! While showing all of us little riders and your pretty girls. 🎀💅 Also trusting all of us with something so personal. It's so fascinating to see how you create your tikky tokky videos. Never stop being YOU Aushen! You are so LOVED, ADORED and ENOUGH. 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ You don't need to apologise ever! I understand about saying "sorry" constantly as I have experienced that also when I was a teenager. I was a people pleaser and the peacemaker within my family and friends. As I became older I learnt to stop giving my "power" to the others that didn't deserve me as a person with my kindness and loyalty. You Aushen will find your "power" and get it back it tenfold. It takes time so dont be hard on yourself. The right people will be there for you and and accept you for who you are. 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ Thank you also for sharing such personal information with speaking about seeing a therapist. You have silent strength and showing vulnerability you're so amazing! While being so open with your heart and emotions. 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ Aushen you are incredibly selfless and extraordinary multifaceted and your such a kind,genuine man with most generous heart. 😍😍😍🙌🙌👏👏 #geminisquad♊️❤️♊️❤️ 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ I love your ingenious,exceptional creativity and the creations you make. Your randomness,your wicked sense of humour and you always do everything with so much professionalism and integrity Aushen. 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ We little riders and your pretty girls🎀💅 are beyond proud of YOU Aushen! May your success continue always! ✨️✨️✨️ Thank you Aushen for everything you do for all of us little riders and your pretty girls.🎀💅 With creating such an incredible community that is safe for you and all of us.🫂✨️✨️✨️✨️ Be and always ride safe Aushen, Kiwi-san🥝 & Pixi-chan 🧚‍♂️ 🦀🦀🦀❤️❤️❤️ This has been my TED talk.

Kaitlyn

We need more vids like this! Absolutely love it! And freaks? You turn us into freaks Aush 😌😌

Aushen Ride

I think 2 vids ago people left their reviews!

Ira🦀

I think I used to say "I'm sorry" a lot as well It's crazy how when you are a kid basically everything impacts you I am glad you have us and can freely speak, share your thoughts, be yourself The sorrys will get less in time Little steps ♡

Ira🦀

freaks? and who is responsible for that huh? HUH? 🫵🏻

Ira🦀

i love the bts <3 give us more pleaseee it's very entertaining makes me giggle

Ira🦀

and he goes to therapy aushen you really ruined men for me GREAT

Ira🦀

my fav silly bald guy

Ira🦀

he even calls his helmet a good girl 😔🫶🏻

jojo rivera

girrrll i be saying sorry after every other word too, it’s ok!! ur so sweetie and cutie and funny that’s why we folllooow uuu 🙏😛 wuv u lotz or wuteva 🥰

Ira🦀

when the screen turned black and i saw the reflection of my face i got reminded i am smirking in public

jojo rivera

who u callin stinky, stinky 🤨

Ira🦀

"Do u like it when I touch you?" once again giggling in public thanks xo

Livy Kate

Can you post a vid of what you post in the next tier so we know what we can expect?? Xxx

Emily Thamm

Aww we love you and we are so thankful for you showing off a side of you that’s not shown but we love you your such a great person inside and out you have a good heart Aushen we all love you 🩷

Anna Morales

You’re a sweet boy, no need to apologize while being yourself. I love the little random noises you make 🖤 even the meows makes me wanna meow along with you all the time 🙃🙃 🖤🖤

Kayla

I feel bad when he has to record with the helmet on knowing it hard to breathe in 😔

Inês ♡

I feel like most of the teachers don't know how to deal with kids. Why be mad at a kid for making a sound, or a joke, or whatever? Yes it disturbs the class but we spend so much time sitting on chairs that aren't even comfortable while trying to focus in what the teacher is saying it is stressful, instead of being mad at kids they should try to understand them

BLANCA

Believe if it or not sewing back on a button is a challenge of its own. (Be careful you’ll get pants down one of these days by a friend lmao)

BLANCA

GoPro is your biggest opp (Remember that one time it didn’t record and you had to “reenact” everything you had done on that ride 😭😭)

BLANCA

When he said he talks to “us” when doing daily things just makes him more adorable. Little things like that are so funny.

BLANCA

I love that you felt comfortable enough to share this. Tbh seeing this side to you just shows us how genuine you truly are, we all appreciate you soooo much. Your personality is great don’t ever doubt it ❤️.

Slaynie

Would it offend you if I say that I laughed throughout the whole video even at the ASMR part? You're funny in your own way Aushen. I wouldn't subscribe to patreon if I don't think you're an interesting person. Thank you for sharing with us something that is personal to you especially the last part of this video. You're precious to us, always remember that 💕💕

Jaida

Thank you Aush for trusting us with this🥹♥️ Seeing this side of you is so endearing and you should never apologize for being yourself!🫶🏻 I get it though because I’m the same way, I’m starting to get a little better but I’ve always said sorry all the time due to feeling like I was getting in the way and the fact that I’m such a people pleaser

metamorphosella

With every post that you upload I like and respect you more as a creator and person because I feel like you are always trying to give us your authentic self as much as you feel comfortable with it while also reflecting about boundaries and your safety. Thank you for sharing this personal stuff with us. Just know it's more than okay to express yourself and it's also no problem to say sorry often. I understand this very well. You are a gem, Aushen. You give me a safe feeling here and I hope we as a community do that for you as well.

ilya

i was texting my friend while watching the video and it looked like i was facetiming ghost 😇

ilya

aushen you’re so cute and funny 😣🙏🏼

Claire

Single braincell, confirmed again 💜

Claire

My insides are mush

Arya

My insides did that funny thing again

kay_darling03🦀

Aww Aushen, that bit at the end got me a bit, the educational system tends to cater to trying to wipe the true personality out of kids, I absolutely understand that. When I was younger I was an absolute goodie two shoes, I was terrified of getting in trouble because whenever I did get in trouble it would be blown out of proportion and I’d often be screamed at, which scared me duh, and so I got really quiet and shy, and if I even believed faintly that I did something wrong I’d break down and tended to recoil or hide entirely from the situation at hand, or just straight up burst into tears and legit would run off because of this. It’s taken me since I graduated high school to start undoing it, to finally get unapologetically loud and myself again essentially, and start acting how I actually am in private around others, so I absolutely know the feeling you’re feeling, with this video feeling extra personal and all. Edited content is carefully curated for what you want us to see, you cut out the majority of it, you give us what you want to and that’s it, everything else, which is closer to the realest version of you, you can crop out and hide where it’s “safe”. I just want you to know that here, you don’t need to do that sweet boy, I tend to geek out on the piano vids in particular, but the deepest reason why I love those is because it’s a form of self expression that you display to us, and it’s something raw in its own essence, and that essence is something that I genuinely adore. You being you is delightfully lovely Aushen, your contagiously upbeat and happy energy is seriously intoxicating, like I ended up just smiling without even realizing it as I watched this. Habits like apologizing after just being yourself in any manner are hard to break I know, but just know that you don’t need to apologize for being you, period, but especially not here :D I personally prefer unedited Aushen, he’s not carefully curated, he’s not filtered, he’s even more relatable, his energy feels more naturally joyful, and he’s quite funny, even without the well timed jump cuts and such, he’s naturally quite hilarious :3 Who you truly are (if you act like this off camera of course XD) is my favorite version of you that we’ve had the privilege to see sweet boy <3

Claire

He's giving them a sample 😉

Arya

Is this the NSFW tier what was that tone Aushen????

Rachel 🦀

The duality of Aushen to go from giving the most intimate praise I've ever received to "Anyways, Zooweemama!" It's so funny, I love him so muchhh! Thank you so much for trusting us with this footage, please know that we appreciate it and we accept, love, and support you! I'm eighteen so I might not know what I'm talking about at all but I like to remind people that this is all of our first times living life and it's okay to be who you are. You're learning, you're growing. You don't have to apologize ever and I hope you grow to learn that there's nothing wrong with the way you are. You're amazing Aushen , we care for you so much, babe. Anyway, luv you pookie, thanks again for this! 🧡 🫶 (I talk too much 😭)

Shin

Thankfully, I was wearing my earphones because Aushen, you should put at least *ASMR WARNING* sign before it-- What if my phone connected to my living room speaker again? I'm going to be dead, Aushen.

Shin

The sound of his breath is actually the real sounds of me having my asthmatic---

Claire

One big Aushen with mini Aushen in your pocket in case you lose one? 🤣 .. I realise how this sounds out of context

Erin

He means cute he used to use “stinky” a lot more a few months ago and quizzed us to see if we were listening lolol

Shin

He repeated "The reason is" about three times---

Arya

HUGE surprise? You know what else is huge?

Erin

Yes!! I took so many ss in that little amount of time 🤣 but frankly this whole video is worthy of many many ss 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Arya

Can I get one big Aushen with a side of mini Aushen please?

Rachel 🦀

"Do you like it when I touch you?" Sir, do you know how we would combust if skin to skin contact ever occurred?? 😭 YES! We like it! You've gathered some of the freakiest freaks in the nation.

Claire

Listening to big Aushen talk whilst painting mini Aushen is quite therapeutic, so thanks!

Erin

Thank you for trusting us enough to tell us about your therapist! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Arya

I guess Aushen and all his pretty girls have the same unique personality ✨ we all seek validation and have our habits accordingly but we are all perfect in our own way 🫂💜

Rachel 🦀

3:00am? Yes. Was I about to go to sleep? Yes. But Aushen posted, that's more important 🙂‍↕️ 🫶

Erin

Aushen is a stinky little girl

Erin

You are very height and very shoulder in this one ☝️

Claire

Social anxiety plus school mean that I also apologise a lot and can't speak out about anything, so don't worry Aush, we love every bit of you 💜

Regan the Rebel💜

I asked him about her and he said he uses her for personal rides, so do not fret!!! Our cutie is safe and sound, Aushen’s just gatekeeping her now🤣🩵💜

Arya

Us being freaks was never a surprise to you though

KJ

I apologised a lot for everything growing up — because of ✨reasons✨ — and as an adult I’m trying to unlearn that habit. Especially since I have to be authoritative at work 💀 All that to say — at the end of the day, it’s who we are as people. It’s what makes us … us 🤷🏻‍♀️

Kirbygore

😊💗💗

Claire

I miss Pixi!!

kay_darling03🦀

0:48 *side eyes in -8°F that i’m dealing with rn*

Claire

You're welcome

sarcatsticx

I can definitely relate to apologizing all the time too every time I'd do or say something remotely weird at school, people would give me a side eye so I stopped-

Regan the Rebel💜

See now I gotta go find the timestamp

Arna Bjorg

Loveee you always 🖤🥰🖤

Regan the Rebel💜

I am the same with the saying sorry thing, I’ve been trying to stop but it’s like hardwired idk… I feel you though, luv you Aush🩵💜

Heichou

School trauma are the worst, I understand you pookie, I do the same 🫂 but ignored them, just be yourself, no need to say sorry, we love you just like you are, keep doing those noises and sound because they're so funny and also hot for some, here is a safe place, no need to apologize, we love you sweetie 🫶

Beth

I love you sweet boy

Claire

Why is the frame at 12.15 adorable?! New wallpaper

Erin

I like being in your pocket can I live there forever? What’s the rent like?

Regan the Rebel💜

I am saving up for a Pixi hoodie 100% best lil baby

Claire

We'll come with you anywhere

Beth

so now we’re stinky girls

Lysna

When he meows he looks like chicken

Regan the Rebel💜

It feels like we are on FaceTime with him I fucking love this so much🩵💜

Arya

Why is this the best vlog I’ve ever seen

Beth

BOOM WE BRING THE BOOM TO YOU

December

Got it raw and was called a good girl. I love it here

Beth

let me join you🪦

Claire

Can I join you KJ?

Regan the Rebel💜

He started the transition and I screamed and started smacking my forehead with the corner of my phone. This man needs to stop…. Or don’t… I mean I can’t control him… 👀(there’s a dommy joke there somewhere but my brain is fried)🙊