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update (and a scribble)
🕑 Added 2017-03-17 21:24:58 +0000 UTC hey all, thought it was time for an update. here's a scribble i managed to put together this week, too. i want to use it as the base for a TQBF track.as for how i'm doing: "ok," in the strangest sense of the word. i've started medication (SSRIs) and the side effects have had me mostly bed-ridden and relaxing since it's been a bit all over the place. it's been a bit hard to get any real work done, unfortunately. i've wanted to, but haven't been able to focus on it long enough. it's a pretty spacey feeling. my anxiety is definitely reduced, which is a good sign. from what i gather it can take 2-6 weeks to fully settle into this. deep apologies in advance for any continued radio silence. it's a bizarre experience, but since it's showing some potential, i'm going to keep at it for a while. if it doesn't end up working out, i'm going to end up trying something else.
thank you again for your continued support. i still feel rather guilty that my output has been so sparse this year, but hopefully i'll get to a point where i can turn that around. thank you for sticking with me.
oh, and the BANDETTO records are going into production now. exciting! 4-8 weeks on those, then they'll be shipped from the distributor.
hoping to stream this sunday provided the side effects aren't too overwhelming.
i love you all, please take care. please, take your health (especially mental health) seriously.
Comments
Prism Puppy
Hope you're doing alright. It can be hard to adjust to medication at first, but you'll get there. :) Also, this scribble has made my weekend. <3 A TQBF track with this? So excited!
i've been on an SSRI medication for a really long time and i completely feel you as far as the whole relaxation thing goes. recently starting another medication has made me feel so lethargic all the time but it's better than constant mania. mental health is super fucky so i wish you the best, take your time as your body adjusts to the meds
It's relieving to see your situation seems to be improving! As long as you're doing okay, that's what matters! Take all the time you need to get right, and don't feel bad about not releasing music while you're trying to get back up! It's totally fine, no worries! Above all of us, you deserve to be healthy, and whatever you need to do to be healthy, we'll understand. If it still bothers you, just think of it like this: it's not a period of doing nothing, but a period of reloading. The waters have been allowed to calm down. When you get back to full power, that splash is going to be _huge_. However you think of this downtime, just know that we'll still always be here for you. No worries. <3
Bread Bread
Take care of yourself ren, that's always the most important thing :)
msx
yeah, they're interesting to say the least. hopefully in a couple weeks i'll be more settled into it. good to hear more success stories.
dont feel too bad, we all have our downtimes!
Reynard Jolicoeur
rest well Ren and try not to feel too guilty :3
a fuckdest rerelease and all will be forgiven
Take care!
