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🕑 Added 2024-09-25 14:04:11 +0000 UTCOn Tuesday evening, 24th of September, my grandma passed away.
I still can't believe it, I'm processing it animically.
She was doing half-ok, but her heart couldn't resist anymore. We were not prepared for this.
Yesterday I ate my feelings, but I have been letting it go today.
"I'm so sorry granny, I'll miss you so much"...
Thank you so much ya'll for the lovely messages and comments on the last post, I am very grateful with all of you ♥
I will be replying to all of them soon, not today and not tomorrow cause I'll be at the funeral and the mass, but I will start texting on Friday morning and all next week.
And thanks to all my special people, who's always there in the good and the not so good moments of my life, honestly, thank you, I feel so grateful to have you in my life, this community is priceless for me.
I love you so much.
Comments
Emerald_Wolf
Losing a loved one is so hard. I’m so sorry you are going through this. Take whatever time you need to heal. We are all here for you 💚
EspeTV
Ayyy yo tambien te quiero mucho amiga!!! Ya sabes estamos siempre aquí para todo 🫂🫂🫂
Velveteenie
Its no bother really, Its the least I can do, Feel free to ask for help and everything and I will be there no matter what, Once you feel better text me on discord ok? Take your time sweety
Niina Xan
Thank you hun ♥ I will try to rest some days, but I will be ok <3
Niina Xan
Ilysm Sandra, thank you so much for always being there ♥
Nite Grimwood
Don't push yourself to put out bases on our account, take care of yourself first! <3
Niina Xan
Thank you Aria ♥ I will take it, thank you, really <3
Niina Xan
Thank you Cozy ♥ it means a lot <3
Niina Xan
Ay Velvet...♥ You are so sweet, you didn't had to join again for this luv! I appreciate it, and yes, now I feel a bit confused by all that happened, so fast, strange... she's gone now and I have to assimilate it. Last week was the funeral, on Friday, I still can't belive it. Thank you so much for your lovely words, really, I appreciate you with all my heart and soul <3
Niina Xan
Thank you Dianthea ♥ It means a lot
Niina Xan
Thank you luv ♥
Niina Xan
Thank you Nite, I'll be better now, I just need a few days or weeks to recover but I'll be fine ♥ thanks again <3
Niina Xan
Thank you Salmon ♥ I really appreciate it ♥
Niina Xan
Thank you hun <33
Niina Xan
Thank you Vika ♥ <3
Niina Xan
Que mal Espe... Lamento mucho también lo de tu abuelita, es muy duro pensar que no vas a poder hablar con ellos cuando se van... Mi abuela paterna falleció la semana pasada, mi abuela materna (con la que viví mi infancia) murió en plena pandemia, la familia ha pasado por rachas muy malas por desgracia. Necesito asimilarlo aún lo de mi abuela paterna, ha sido muy repentino, pero estaré mejor pronto, solo necesitaré tiempo y centrarme en lo que me hace feliz; el arte ♥ Gracias por tus palabras preciosa, te quiero un montón <3
Niina Xan
Thank you Foxy ♥ ilysm
Niina Xan
Thank you so much luv, this means a lot ♥ and thanks for your words <3
Niina Xan
Thank you so much hun ♥ I'll be ok now, the worst part was tho say goodbye to her this last week, friday morning. Now I just will need time to heal, but you all make me feel better everytime <3
Niina Xan
Thank you hun ♥
Niina Xan
Gracias Yoi ♥ este 2023-2024 he estado viviendo muchos funerales, familiares mios, amigos... Perder a mi abuela ha sido muy repentino y me cuesta pensar que no podré hablar con ella nunca más, ella ere joven y tenía, dentro de lo que cabe, bastante buena salud. Gracias por tus palabras y por tu apoyo tqm ♥
Niina Xan
Thank you Gabriela ♥ I will, no worries <3 the worst part passed, now it's time to heal.
Niina Xan
Thank you so much Tazul ♥
TazulNut
im so sorry nina.. may she rest peaceful and without ache no more. no need to rush back, so take all the time you need to heal and be with your family. it will be hard but i believe you will meet her again with open arms. my heart goes out to you and those who are closes.
G. Gabriela
I'm sorry for your loss... my condolences , take time to grief we are patient folks * hugss * please take care of you
Yoi Han
Lo siento muchísimo nina entiendo por el dolor qje estas pasando yo perdí a mi abuelo igual por su corazón, recuerdo que en el funeral no pude ni verlo dentro del ataud, tomate el tiempo para procesarlo libera todo el sentimiento llora todo lo que quieras, lleva el duelo a tu gusto, todos aquí te queremos y comprenderemos, vamos a esperar que te repongas y te daremos todo el apoyo que podamos un fuerte abrazo nina desearía dártelo en persona pero ni modo mucha fuerza
YeenQueen
I'm so sorry to hear that. Hearts are with you.
Ydoucare
Super sorry for your loss niina I wish you well and hope everything goes smoothly!
🎀🕸️ Azrael 🕸️🎀
Oh my Niina, I am so very sorry for your loss. Baruch Dayan Ha'emet. Take all the time you need, we will all be here for you during this time and we understand that such a loss will affect you greatly. If there’s anything I can do or we as a community can do, please let us know. I’m sure everyone would love to help in any way we can. Sending love, thoughts, and prayers to you and your family! 🩷
FoxyAnzu
My condolences, take as much time as you need and don't feel pressured to respond to any comments ♡ Sending all the love♡♡
EspeTV
Ay Lai 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 no sabes lo mucho que lo siento y lo que te entiendo ahora mismo, mi abuela falleció en plena feria de Sevilla este año y fue súper duro para mí, creo que alguna vez hablaste por yt de que viviste con ella?? Así que entiendo lo duro que puede ser ahora mismo, tómate tu tiempo para esto, no es nada fácil.. pero el tiempo lo cura todo, te envío un abrazo enorme con mucho cariño 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
VikaOLear
*hugs* take your time. We will be patiently waiting
SoulLunaArcana
I'm so sorry for ur lost please take time on urself
Megalordsalmon
I’m sorry to hear about this. If you need to talk or anything you know where to find me!
Nite Grimwood
Sorry for your loss, take all the time you need. We will be here waiting for you. Make sure to take care of yourself and let yourself grieve. Don't worry about us!
SkepticalDreamer
She was and is loved. And she knows it. I’m so sorry for your loss 💖
Dianthea
I lost my grandma a few years back too and I feel you and I feel your loss. Take aaaaall the time you need! It's a hard time, but don't be to hard on yourself! ❤️
Velveteenie
Hello niina, I made patreon again for a while just to comment this to you, Im so so sorry this happened to you sweetie really, I can understand how you felt after all cause I know what happened there, Im so sorry this happened and I know how much you can be scared and sad and everything at once my dear but what I want to say is if you ever need help, psychological or anything really or someone to talk with im here and I want to help you a lot since you deserve it, you help a lot of people in your life, you are the nicest person I ever met and I want to be near you with anything that can be like this, So please if you ever EVER need help dont feel bad asking at all...ok?
CozyKoffee
Sending you the biggest hug Niina. Take the time you need to heal and get yourself back on your feet. You come first before anything 💕
•°Aria°•
My condolences. Take sometimes to heal and rest, lose is hard in the heart and mind.
SandraBiersack
So sorry for your loss baby, i'm always here for you, take care of yourself in this time 🖤 i'll send you the biggest hug 💔
Belzébuth
all my condolences, rest a lot and dont force yourself to do anythings, sadly this is the bad part of life.. i hope you Will be okay i send you all my love 🫶🏻❤️
