Ardra Neala
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Diary 1: Tarot, ArtBattle and NJT
🕑 Added 2023-06-25 16:45:19 +0000 UTCI'm posting this to the $1 tier just to sort of give content for the lack of it the last little while and to give you an idea of the $10 tier I want to introduce. I'm going to be improving the lighting and audio situation. There's also a flicker to the video and a couple mistakes but instead of rerendering I'm going to go to the next entry to keep it moving.
I'm not sure how many a month I should commit to. This one because of having to bring in and line up the videos from my phone took more time to edit but I'm going to get more efficient with it. So once I know how long it takes me I'll be able to get a more realistic idea of how many I can do. I'd like to do every 3 days.
PLEASE GIVE FEEDBACK if you are interested. $5 tier stuff is on the way.
Also, updates on bigger videos and drafts will still be on $1 tier.
Diary 1 Question: What are you afraid of? And what do you think you can do about your fear? What do you do to avoid this fear? What are some actions you can take to overcome this fear? Share in the comments!
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The two major components of my fear are the self and the other. Specifically, that others will see me the way I see myself. I need to work on my self perception and release the quicksand of expectation.
I like this format a lot, art critique and naming people from the balcony is dreamy :) I fear making lifestyle changes and failing, wholly or in part, to maintain my (or my family's) standard of living. But fear is the mind-killer. It paralyzes, regresses, encourages inaction. To move forward I can make incremental changes. Set up backstops, failsafes, safety nets. Preparation and planning are key, but aren't effective when done out of fear. The path of least resistance has been too kind to me for too long. Now all the paths present resistance, so which to follow? My dad once told me that it's important to actively make decisions yourself. Even when it might be the wrong call, letting complacency or inaction decide for you often has worse results. An ugly third option appears. Unconsidered, unweighed, yet selected by default. Hesitation relinquishes far too much control and is generally considered harmful. But what about when I make an active decision to wait, observe, and see what transpires before committing? Am I rationalizing my fear and inaction, or is this a useful hueristic? Something subtly more sensible? It's situational, but I think I already have my answer. Thanks.
Love this, I actually really prefer these more stripped down style vids. Would gladly pay $10
