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🕑 Added 2020-09-04 08:58:56 +0000 UTCThis page is a bit text heavy. I'm sorry about that. This is basically me in a nut shell. The pages that reflect myself sometimes make me a bit weird at myself. I spent so much of my childhood having to stand on my own, dealing with my own problems...Learning your parents are ...just people, who cant help or wont help or try to help and make things a million times worse because they have no idea how to deal with the situation.
NO. It was easier to deal with stuff by myself, So I just fell into that pattern with my parents and family, learnt to dismiss my problems as "No big deal" Nothing to worry about" "I'll be fine" "Dont worry about me" All the while spiralling, struggling and generally feeling like I was drowning.
My parents had bigger things to worry about than me being beaten up, but I must admit I probably should have talked to someone. Feeling invisible in your own family house by the time I was a teen. Just keep my head down, do the studies, dont make a fuss....
That then I guess just carried on over to my adult life. Im not as bad as I used to be, i do talk to folk these days, at least more than I used to....
Sorry this page is accidentally a little bit personally dark , but for most folk reading it it's probably not anything particularly significant.
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Comments
Jay Schoenhaar
That’s right Star’s now has a new Daddy to take care of her. They just have a few bumpy bumps to clear up first. 🥰
Aww come on just pamp her already lol
I'll survive. truthfully these sorts of pages always end up making me reflect and I probably do get a little dark as a result, but I'll honestly be ok.
Aaon Kacey
I dealt with similar things and honestly have only recently started opening up to others
Dos'Moram
Stars situation reminds me of my best buds family they were toxic to the max
Sicle_Family
Hugs, I hope you are doing well after tackling those things. On a lighter side seeing Star driven home by a handsome guy might get be getting star asked how serious he is :)
This reminds me similar to my parents situation before they got divorce but my mom tried being super glue and my dad was a office staple
Mebbe later but it is tuesday and theres work in the morning and just generally maybe sleeping over at a guys house on your first...notadate....is probably unlikely
Nyx Furry
That remind me how we end up together with my wife : she went home, I walk her back to her home, and after a few minutes talking I stated I was a bit tired to walk back home, and she anwsered me too
Fyari
;w; home? but.. but sleepover!
Caleykat
Its all peachy though
Caleykat
Ya, my problems are my own burden. I wish my family left me alone though, i got the blunt end of it all, my parents loved to take their anger out on me to the point im considered my moms failure as a parent (according to her) my family has no glue ig. They all secretly resent each other. Stand by yourself or you stand alone
Night Mist
Well, nice to know the AB/DL community supports her. And I agree with him, it's not healthy to stick around a family who tells you it's their way you follow, or you're out. I know that all too well with some of my family members. I speak to them once in a while, but, we don't really see eye to eye. I don't hate them, but they're not the some of the closest relations I spend time with.
