Cheshyre
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Floobcast Ep2? Or Episode 2 of Why is music
🕑 Added 2022-05-03 04:02:48 +0000 UTCHello friends and fellow Floobers,
I made another podcast. I know I haven't been he most persistent or reliable person for awhile now BUT I'm starting to get that DRIVE back. That desire to create the best stuff I can.
Within those feelings is a nagging question that has stumped my brain for decades. And that is: why is music so important?
Check out the Floobcast if you want and leave a question! I will include as many questions as I can in the next episode. The more questions I get, the more it might look like people enjoy talking to me! And if that catches on then I think I'll be able to just dive head first into all of this content creation stuff. It takes me a long time to decide things. And that means that it takes me a long to to take action. But I've decided that this is the career that I want, and now I must earn it all over again. 
I want to take a moment to honor a coworker of mine named Weston. He died today from complications in his brain due to internal bleeding. They said it was probably so quick that he didn't even know what happened. He was a pillar of kindness and encouragement and positivity for me. I am going to miss him dearly. He was only 26yrs old and next weekend was going to be his wedding...
I think our minds hit a certain point, when there is so much loss, and stress, and grief, and pain, that we have no choice but to go a little numb. Experience a little shock. And the waves of despair that leak out, from time to time, are our minds way of relieving the pressure in small increments, so as not to go absolutely insane.
I love you all and thank you so much for everything you've done for me. Your support, your words, your emails... it seems that my eyes want to answer in tears. So, there's that...
Love and then also respect,
Chesh
Comments
Chesh
Thank you! It feels like everything is falling apart but that's just my mind, up to it's old tricks again. Everything is not falling apart. It's just the self imposed pressure combined with grief and loss. If I can identify it then I can deal with it and move forward. Baby steps. Tiny little gerbil baby steps. 🐹
Susan Lozon
Another loss? While I can relate, I am so sorry this os happening to you and so quickly. Small consolation, but Weston was comforted by your hypir friendship,
