Ella Noir
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🕑 Added 2021-07-20 04:00:37 +0000 UTCI want to apologize greatly for my sudden absence. I can imagine how confused and frustrated you are, at least. I want to explain with complete candor in the rawest way possible. No bullshit, because you deserve to know the truth.
This is my explanation for my absence, but in no way am I justifying my complete abandonment of you.
So here is what happened:
Basically, I'm a piece of garbage filled with mental issues stemming from an array mental disorders. I fucked up; I stopped taking my medication. I have schizoaffective disorder that really affects how I function day-to-day and without my medication, I fail at things most people can do and handle effortlessly.
After my last post, all the intentions I had to update the mod, slipped away, along with self-hygiene, motivation, and laughter. I wanted an extra day to finish, shake my stupid disease riddled symptoms. But one day turned into 2, then 3, and before I knew it, so much time had passed. I hadn't updated shit. I hadn't even signed on here to let anyone know anything. The idea of my absence caused my gut to turn, and I just avoided it, the same as I avoided taking my prescriptions. In the midst of it all, I had to get a job to help pay my bills. That just added to stress and created less time.
It is hard to believe how completely motivated I was one day when the next day I am only motivated to daydream of car accidents or fatal illnesses killing me. But that's what happened. I can't lie. I don't like to, anyway. So I just wanted to state why I went MIA in the frankest way. What else was I supposed to say, but the truth?
Like I said, this not an excuse to justify my absence. I didn't follow through on what I said. I didn't give any insight as to why. I take full responsibility for the inconvenience I have given to you.
If you would like a refund for this month, please message me and I will happily do so.
But, I am back now. My medication is working its way back into my system, and I feel well. So with that, I have added the update I had mentioned before.
This update should now be base game compatible. It also has better skill progression than before. I will be working on the autonomy and instant sex after my interactions with Turbo soon.
And yes, FlirtyFetishes: BDSM is still getting what you all voted on. This mod is still my dream and I love creating it. I will move forward with it. I never meant to disappear like that. Just my fucking head doesn't know how to function sometimes.
I am so glad you all have supported me how you have, and I will do my best to let you know if there is ever a situation to arise like this again! I hope we can move past this bump in the road.
So, "be-back-soon"???
