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🕑 Added 2019-09-30 10:46:28 +0000 UTC1 OF 2 UP CLOSE VIDEOS FOR THE MONTH
Hey loves!
I hope you are having a wonderful Monday!!๐ค๐
I'm so sorry I couldn't get as close to the camera as I normally do...I'm trying to be gentle with myself and remember its okay to be where I am health wise, and everything that has to be because of it. To be totally honest I'm really really struggling. This has been such a hard month. The amount of pain my body is in at this point is just so hard to deal with. So all of my loves that are struggling right now, you are never alone and I'm so happy you are here in our safe space. I'm truly hoping/praying October brings brighter days for us all! Till those brighter and lower pain level days come, I hope we remember/practice to be gentle with ourselves!
What are you looking forward to the most about October? Tbh...all I can think about right now are the caramel green apple mike and Ikes that only come out around halloween time!๐ They are SO yummy!๐
Comments
Cruelty Free by Chelsea
Hey Maddie, I don't know if you will see this comment since i just subscribed and this is a vid from September, but I just want you to know that you are SO not alone. when I was your age (so 3 years ago haha) I was diagnosed with lupus in addition to dysautonomia and fibromyalgia. I missed the entire year of 2017 watching from a distance all of my friends who were able to attend school, go out, work full-time, etc... all while I was confined to my bed trying different terrible medications with disastrous side effect. It got better for a year or so and then just these last few months again, I went through my worst flare yet. During this time is when I found your channel and watching your vids has almost been a form of medication for me. Seeing another girl my age going through similar experiences yet still has the motivation to help others even when they are at their lowest makes you one of the most inspiring people i've come across in god knows how long! Anyways, please know you have thousands upon thousands of people that only wish you th best..,.I know it feels impossiblr for us since 99% of people our age have never come close to living w/ chronic illnesses that it makes us feel like we have no safe place or community that wants to see us thrive instead of making us feel like burdens. I'm here for you always and I am so glad i signed up for your patreon a few days ago bc your vids not only help me to physically relax through my chronic pain, but they also help me so much emotionally and mentally to make it through even the hardest of days. Love you and will always be here for you if you every need to rant to a fellow twentysomething haha. wishing you a great week and can't wait to see what you come up with you get back <3
Ash Calderรณn
I love you Maddie, I hope you feel better. Sending you a big cozy hug from Puerto Rico ๐ต๐ท ๐ค thanks for always being there for us. ๐๐๐
