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PATREON ASMR| HAIR BRUSHING WITH HAIR STORYTIME/LIFE UPDATE RAMBLE
🕑 Added 2019-11-01 05:18:51 +0000 UTC*beauty video for the month*
Hey loves🧡
I hope you all enjoy my ridiculous hair story time💁🏼♀️🔥 LOL! While hopefully getting some tingles from some relaxing hair brushing.
The second part to this video is a lengthy life update...(wouldn't be me if the story wasn't drawn out for 4 hrs😉)
It can be so hard to be open sometimes...caring what others may think about you and your struggles, etc.
But I truly believe we do such a disservice to ourselves and others when we treat struggles (that we all have) as such a taboo subject. As if we should feel ashamed for feeling the way we do, and keep it quiet to ourselves. I never want you to feel that way here in our safe space. I want you to know how valid each and every one of your feelings are. How there's no shame in needing to feel like you aren't alone in whatever struggle you are experiencing.
From the bottom of my heart-thank you all for the constant support you all give me. Thank you for making this safe space truly safe. I hope this space is always cozy and loving to you. I see and hear those of you that have expressed your recent struggles/life updates, good or bad. You aren't alone in your feelings! You have an entire community of love and light right here, that's always here for you when you need it. I know how crippling it can feel to be isolated by yourself...being chronically ill its so hard to find socialization when you cant leave your house often. I have always hoped to create a space where others who have felt that feeling of isolation can come, and feel not so alone. 💜
I hope you found that feeling of comfort, relaxation, connection...even if it was for just a moment. Sometimes that's all we need. 💕
I love you all!
Maddie
Comments
Steph Neary
Hi sweet Maddie - Ive watched you on YouTube for awhile and saw you had a Patreon so I had to subscribe. I watch/listen to you while I’m in my art studio working on projects. You help me feel not alone during long hours of physically working alone. Thank you for all you do
Kirsty Evans
Darling Maddie, I’ve watched your ASMR channel on you tube for about a year now and decided to finally follow you on Patreon. I was so happy to see I could as I’m in the UK and didn’t know if it was only for the US kinda thing. You have provided me with so much comfort over the past year I have PTSD and Generalised Anxiety Disorder my life is one long panic attack. I was tearful watching your video and seeing you so distressed by the impact of your illness. I really had no idea you were in so much pain, I’m so sorry that someone so beautiful and kind has to go through so much at such a young age. I have fibromyalgia/ME I live a lot of my life heavily medicated and anxious and alone in my anxieties as nobody seems to understand the impact these invisible illnesses have on my life. I’m 34 so way older then you but I became a mom at the age of 22 and I had to grow up quickly as my son was diagnosed with cerebral palsy. I had to watch him struggle to do things most kids just have and it really hurt, I will never get over his loss of never being able to walk. I have a daughter in the middle and another son who was born with Down syndrome and heart failure. Although I love my kids with all my heart anxiety often makes me just exist rather then live my life and I’m always in panic usually about health related things and sad. I don’t have any friends either. I am always here if you ever wanted someone to talk too and so pleased to be able to enjoy your Asmr content and make up tips (you always look beautiful 👸🏻) I hope you feel a bit brighter soon and remember you are so loved by so many ❤️❤️ Keep going girl you can do this 💪🏻 xoxo
