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PATREON ASMR| HEALTH UPDATE WHISPER RAMBLE WITH PERSONAL ATTENTION
🕑 Added 2021-11-12 08:15:50 +0000 UTC*RANDOM VIDEO FOR THE MONTH*
Hi sweet friends! How are you? How are you really?
This video is going to be a health update on somethings that are going on right now and some things that will be coming up for me this month.
1. Celiac nerve block, get re-hydrated
2. check to make sure my port is ok. if not-then have a port replacement
3. Feeding tube placement (the NJ tube again)
4. some tests I might need done to send off to the dr in Connecticut so he can do the MALS surgery.
5. carry on with my IV treatments/meds
feeling really nervous, sad, overwhelmed, and in lots of pain. Just trying my best to make it through. Thank you for always hold a safe space for me to open up and share what's going on. I love you lots.
I'm so happy you are here in our safe space! I'm so proud of you, always. I love you! How are you REALLY doing, bestie? Mentally and physically? I know I haven't been very present in the comments for awhile....I promise you I read everything and wait every month to check in and see how things are shifting for you in a different time. My anxiety becomes so crippling I can't reach out, or respond well to anyone. I end up in bed isolating, wishing I could get out of it for just a moment. I know that way sound silly....anyway, I just want you to know I genuinely care with all of my person. Thank you for always being with me. My cup has been so empty for quite sometime now....and sometimes all I can manage is filming the videos, then rest/sleep before the next month starts again. Ya know how they say on a plane that you have to put your air mask on first, before helping those around you? Well that applies to life as well....its something I'm very bad at, and because of that and my illnesses I've just been running on empty. I will be back in the comments as soon as I can get some self (body/mind) care and fill my cup up a little. Theres so much going on in my life right now that very emotionally draining....I am seeing a therapist and am feeling relief a slight bit from that, but Ive got a ways to go.....Thank you always for being here with me through everything. I'll be active in the comments soon, sweet friends. I just have to recharge and do some healing. But im always right here! Im not leaving you! Im still making videos here and on youtube per usual❣️ Just wanted to try and explain where ive been the past few month when many have noticed my lack of interaction in the comments. Anywhozaaaa, I love you, sweet friends! xoxo
🚨Remember, I have until the last minute of the last day of the month to get all 7 videos out. I have never not come through, and will continue to post the last few videos.🚨 Whatever you are going through, babe- you aren't alone. I'm right there with you, even if our struggles look different.❤️ I see you and I hear you, always.hope you know how proud I am of you! For doing your absolute best this month and everyday. Even if that looks different from what your neighbors best this month.💖 Hope you all are staying safe, being gentle with your mind/body, and wearing yo masks!!😷 Let continue to keep ourselves and those around us safe! Don't forget to wash yo hands as well!!🧼🤲🏻🤗 I hope you are continuing to be gentle with yourself, and those around you. remember that your feelings are always valid-even if the differ from those around you! I hope you are doing some bits of self-care....no matter how big/little. I love you all so much and continue to send love, light, and a bubble of protection over you, loved ones, animals, etc. Don't forget that this space is always here for you! You'll always have community here.
Comments
Mike L
Just a reminder of how thankful I am for you. 🤍
Céline Berton
Thank u for everything you do Maddie it is truly appreciated!! 💓 I’m sending you lots of love and please remember that if u need some time off to rest then please do so! We’ll always be here for u!💓🙏🏼
