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I'm Back! [Updates and Rambles] [Learning how to follow your heart]
🕑 Added 2022-05-09 16:25:28 +0000 UTCI'm happy to say that I'm officially back and eager to start making content again.
That vacation has been such a wonderful and eye opening experience and I cannot thank you all enough for making it possible for me to afford this in the first place but again thank you so much for the support.
I now understand how important it is to follow your heart and listen to that genuine inner voice you have. For a while I felt like I was in this superficial loop of thinking about views and numbers and perhaps what I really needed was to start doing it out of passion though don't get me wrong, numbers are still important haha.
Starting now and moving forward, I wanna start being more authentic and open, especially with you. I always knew that I was a very sensitive and emotional guy and it made me feel embarrassed sometimes to show that side of me and due to my upbringing I would often try to fit in instead of being myself so I just got used to suppressing my own real thoughts and feelings but I guess this is the chapter of my life where I learn how to be my own individual and find that confidence in expressing myself genuinely.
Anyways, I'm getting back to it so look forward to more romantic and "passionate" (by that I mean horny) audios and also some experimental stuff like rambles, writings etc.
I feel like I improved my content a lot these past 2 years and now's the time to work on the person behind the content. 🖤
Til next time babe xoxo
Yours truly,
Francis
Comments
SaraJSweetheart
I NEEDED to hear this. I'm feeling invalidated af by the people around me atm....Long story short, I'm doing a donation drive for Ukraine, I told people they could drop stuff off at my house (my dad's house) and turns out dad was FURIOUS with this, and because he's mad (and he bad mouths me to my whole family) my family are mad at me too. You think something is clear cut - I wanted to do a good thing on my own (I'm disabled, so I often feel helpless) something that's no bother to other people whatsoever, yet, I've somehow ended up the bad guy. BUT. I'm going to follow my heart, the right thing isn't always easy, so I will FIND a way to do good in spite of the obstacles. (For those who have/do live in an emotionally abusive home....what are the red flags? People have told me my dad is emotionally abusive and controlling, but...I don't know....yes, I've become isolated from my family due to his (often lie based) badmouthing, and he stops me from doing the things that make me happy, and he tells me often I'm a burden, but...I feel saying that is somehow insulting to the people I know who have dealt with TRULY horrid abuse....)
tovjstf
It's really hard to put up with emotions. You are so brave for showing your vulnerabilities knowing it can still be scary. This isn't even a ramble for me. It feels like it's just you and me talking and everything is comfy. I'm so happy for you following your own heart. As you said, I'll follow my heart now by showing my love to you. Take care, boo. <3
