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🕑 Added 2025-08-03 05:14:16 +0000 UTCVolume 1: First Love Arc Chapter 3 Part 3
When Chen Yi scrolled down again, looking at those videos, the scenes of the girl being violated by various men in various positions now felt completely different to him...
Before, Chen Yi just used them to fantasize about his beloved girlfriend for release, but now, Chen Yi's mind was full of Lin Qingrou's pure, cute face showing seductive, enticing expressions under other men, mouth open constantly making alluring gasps... At this moment, Chen Yi stared painfully at his phone screen while stroking his cock, fantasizing about his beloved girlfriend cheating with other men...
Before long, Chen Yi's body trembled slightly as he ejaculated. As desire faded and reason returned, Chen Yi lay motionless on the bed, not even cleaning the semen splattered on his hands, his face full of doubt about life, hardly believing what he'd just done. (What was I just doing? Impossible... How could I do such a thing?! Actually fantasizing about my girlfriend being fucked by others while masturbating?! And I came?!) Chen Yi felt like the sky was falling, completely unable to believe why he'd do this. When seeing videos of girls nearly identical to Lin Qingrou writhing and catering under other men, hearing those familiar beautiful gasps and moans, watching strange cocks going in and out of that pink, smooth pussy, Chen Yi couldn't think of anyone else his mind was full of his beloved girlfriend...
Excitement?
It shouldn't be like that, but having already ejaculated, even wanting to deceive himself, Chen Yi couldn't continue. But this fact was something Chen Yi couldn't accept. (Haha Impossible How could I get excited about such things It must be because I imagined the video as me and Lin Qingrou Definitely... definitely that This person absolutely can't be her... Coincidence! Absolutely coincidence! But it really is strange To have so many coincidences Not only looking alike Even coincidentally being at the same hotel while traveling Too coincidental Really too coincidental...)
Finally, Chen Yi could only give up thinking, completely using "coincidence" to deceive himself. But he didn't know what would happen in the coming period even his time for self-deception was running out...
During the next two holiday days, the two still agreed to go to the library together to study and do homework. But due to last night's secret fantasizing about his girlfriend having sex with other men while masturbating, even though Chen Yi clearly knew Lin Qingrou couldn't possibly know about this, he still felt guilty when they met. This reaction was naturally observed by the sensitive Lin Qingrou, who found it strange. Actually, when she first noticed Chen Yi acting odd, Lin Qingrou thought her cheating had been discovered, or worse, that Chen Yi knew she was secretly training him and had started hating her. But after observing for a while, Lin Qingrou found Chen Yi didn't seem to have any intention of confronting her, instead seeming guilty himself, as if hiding something from her.
This left Lin Qingrou even more puzzled, but due to her own guilt, she didn't dare ask what happened...
After the holiday ended, they returned to normal campus life. Once any psychological change occurs, the final result is often unstoppable. Chen Yi was the same since realizing he'd fantasized about his girlfriend having sex with other men while masturbating and ejaculating considerably, Chen Yi could no longer stop his fantasies. Even knowing this was abnormal, he still couldn't control his brain. When alone, fantasies became even more severe, and he repeatedly read the posts from that Twitter account so similar to his beloved girlfriend. For the next week, he basically fantasized daily about Lin Qingrou cheating and having sex with other men while masturbating... But strangely, since returning from the trip, Chen Yi noticed that weird Twitter account hadn't updated at all...
Chen Yi still deceived himself even now, but in fact this account's owner was indeed Lin Qingrou herself. As for Lin Qingrou, during this time she noticed Chen Yi's attitude toward her... while not greatly changed, she always felt something was off about how Chen Yi looked at her lately. Logically, having checked Chen Yi's phone before, his NTR acceptance wasn't that high then if he'd really discovered her cheating, he should have directly confronted her. But if not that reason, Lin Qingrou really didn't know what caused this strange feeling. So since returning from the trip, Lin Qingrou hadn't dared arrange any meetings with men for a full week...
For Lin Qingrou, already addicted to sexual pleasure, this long without sex left her feeling restless all over, unable to even concentrate. During this time, Lin Qingrou was too curious and tried asking Chen Yi if something had happened that he was hiding from her, but Chen Yi could never admit such unspeakable things, leaving both feeling mysteriously guilty and awkward when meeting...
This weekend, when the two came to the library again, their states were completely reversed. Chen Yi used homework to distract himself and finally could avoid thinking about those NTR fantasies that nearly drove him insane, while Lin Qingrou, having had no sex for a week, found even secret masturbation incomparable to real cock penetration, completely unable to concentrate. Her homework progress actually fell behind, and Chen Yi seemed to notice Lin Qingrou's problems but just thought she was unwell or in a bad mood...
Before understanding why this change occurred, Lin Qingrou had several times when sexual desire surged unbearably but forced herself to endure, really worried that her activities might have been discovered... So time passed another week in this state of "cross-server communication"...
This Friday, Lin Qingrou sat in class, though seemingly focused on the teacher's lecturing, her thoughts had long drifted to the clouds. Physical restlessness made it impossible for her to listen properly to class, and by break time she looked somewhat tired, lying on her desk...
When Lin Qingrou saw Chen Yi get up and leave the classroom, apparently heading toward the restroom, Lin Qingrou, who could no longer endure, suddenly remembered something. To figure out what was happening, she had to secretly take Chen Yi's phone from his desk again, then looked around to confirm no one noticed her behavior before hurriedly leaving the classroom and rushing into the restroom...
Lin Qingrou skillfully unlocked Chen Yi's phone. This period of endurance was truly unbearable for Lin Qingrou. Though she wasn't sure if there were clues on the phone, she was already burning with desire and couldn't care about much else even the slightest chance had to be seized...
(Discovered? Seems... not? Then why? Could it be... he cheated too?! Check chat records! Photo album? Videos? Mm? Nothing... Then why did this happen? Is it really my imagination? But... it shouldn't be... I definitely feel he's been off lately... Though I can't say exactly what's wrong, the feeling can't be mistaken... Search history? Nothing... Twitter info? He bookmarked all my posts... But nothing strange about that... Oh! Right! There's another browser!)
When Lin Qingrou opened that other secretly hidden browser discovered before at the hotel, seeing the recent search history, she suddenly froze in shock, disbelief, surprise, excitement, even ecstasy. (NTR, netorare, cuckold novels, cuckold slave, foot fetish, girlfriend cheating, girlfriend having sex with others videos, watching girlfriend cheat personally, masturbating while watching girlfriend cheat, licking girlfriend's feet, girlfriend being creampied by others, cuckold slave footjob...)
Looking at the massive recent search keywords, how could Lin Qingrou not know what they meant? After all, she was the mastermind behind everything from the start, she'd planned to train her boyfriend into a cuckold slave. Now seeing this browsing history, obviously Chen Yi had begun getting interested in NTR-type things and realized they could excite him. During this whole time worrying about being discovered cheating and abandoned, Lin Qingrou never imagined things could develop so smoothly. Clicking those search links, they were indeed various NTR-type AVs. Without thinking, Lin Qingrou knew Chen Yi must have masturbated to these videos, even fantasizing about her cheating. Remembering how her boyfriend bookmarked all her posts, Lin Qingrou couldn't help feeling ecstatic. Her beloved boyfriend probably still thought it was just a very similar stranger, definitely imagining the stranger as his cheating girlfriend while masturbating. All the recent oddness must be from wanting to hide this. Finally understanding everything's cause and effect, Lin Qingrou felt ecstatic her efforts had finally succeeded. Though quite deplorable, to be with Chen Yi, Lin Qingrou would use any means necessary. Now she finally didn't need to worry anymore!
For a moment, the usually tranquil Lin Qingrou couldn't help excitedly stomping and jumping in the restroom stall. After finally calming down, Lin Qingrou began thinking about what to do next...
Returning the phone to its original position without anyone noticing any difference, Lin Qingrou waited patiently until school ended in a great mood...
Soon, Lin Qingrou and Chen Yi left school together walking home. Just as they were discussing weekend homework as usual, Lin Qingrou suddenly acted as if remembering something very important: "Darling! Let me use your phone! I think I left my test paper with Wenwen!"
Since Lin Qingrou usually finished part of weekend homework before school ended due to her excellent grades, and classmates often borrowed her papers for "reference," this reason didn't arouse much suspicion from Chen Yi. Without thinking, he handed over his phone...
As Lin Qingrou tapped the screen, Chen Yi casually glanced and indeed saw a WeChat conversation window, assuming she was asking about the test paper, so he didn't pay much attention as they walked normally...
But 10 minutes later, Chen Yi suddenly heard Lin Qingrou ask with a seemingly puzzled tone: "Darling... what do NTR... cuckold slave... mean?"
"Ah? What?"
At first not reacting, Chen Yi was confused, instinctively asking while turning toward Lin Qingrou. Then he saw on the phone screen something he never expected in Lin Qingrou's hands, the phone displayed browser history showing exactly what he'd searched while masturbating recently...
"!!!"
Seeing this scene, Chen Yi felt his brain explode. He instinctively reached out to grab the phone, but Lin Qingrou quickly pulled her hand away. "Give it to me!"
"No! First tell me what it means!"
Chen Yi reached out farther, but Lin Qingrou put her hands behind her back. Just as Chen Yi was about to go behind her, seeing his reach and arm span completely outmatched hers, Lin Qingrou suddenly crouched down, curling up and hugging the phone to her chest. "Girlfriend having sex with others... you even searched for that... why..."
Lin Qingrou crouched with her head down, arms around her knees, tightly protecting the phone. Chen Yi reached out to forcibly pry it away but realized he might hurt Lin Qingrou if he got too aggressive. After a standoff, Chen Yi had to stop. "It's... nothing... when chatting with friends, this topic came up... I didn't understand what it meant, so I searched..."
"You're lying..." Chen Yi's brain spun rapidly, finally thinking of a barely passable excuse, but Lin Qingrou immediately saw through it. Watching Lin Qingrou crouched on the ground clutching the phone, looking up at him with a pitiful, wronged expression, Chen Yi couldn't bring himself to quickly make up another excuse. "Why are you lying to me..."
"I'm not..."
"You're lying again..."
"..."
"You... have this kind of preference?"
"No..."
"Lying again..."
"..."
Chen Yi simply couldn't speak anymore. Seeing Chen Yi look away guiltily, Lin Qingrou knew her thoughts were basically confirmed. Feeling the timing was right, Lin Qingrou slowly stood up, handing the phone back to Chen Yi while saying in a seemingly very disappointed tone: "Why won't you tell me the truth... I thought you didn't like me anymore..."
"No no no! Absolutely not! I like you! I like you so much!" Hearing this, Chen Yi, who couldn't say anything before, suddenly got excited and frantically explained. "I can understand your foot fetish... why did you still lie to me... I obviously wouldn't dislike you..."
"..."
"When did you start liking this..."
"Uh... about half a month ago... But! I just get slightly excited when watching! It's not that I like it! Really not!"
"Have you... masturbated to this kind of thing..."
"..."
"Oh... I roughly understand... What's so hard to say about this? I obviously could never dislike you! You've been weird these past few days... everywhere... I thought you were going to abandon me..."
"Sorry sorry... I really... just found it hard to say... this kind of thing is really too... abnormal..." Seeing Lin Qingrou's pitiful appearance, Chen Yi had to confess everything while continuously apologizing and trying to comfort her. But he didn't know that his beloved girlfriend, who seemed full of grievance and looked like she might cry any moment, was actually ecstatic inside. She was already using all her strength to maintain this appearance if it continued, she might really laugh out loud...
"Alright... then... you can't hide things from me anymore..."
Knowing when to stop, Lin Qingrou, full of secret joy, couldn't maintain her wronged expression much longer. She quickly expressed understanding, then showed Chen Yi a smile that was very hard to fake, as if full of grievance but gentle...
When they reached their front door and were about to part, they confirmed again whether Lin Qingrou really didn't feel disgusted with him. After getting a positive answer, Chen Yi finally relaxed somewhat. But actually, Lin Qingrou was far from disgusted rather, she'd been looking forward to this day. After Chen Yi went home, Lin Qingrou secretly snuck out again. Lin Qingrou clearly understood that any male fetish was essentially impulse driven by sexual desire and excitement, so she came to an "adult goods store" she'd known about long ago...
"Hiss... mm... I remember it was here... why can't I find it?"
"Hello beautiful~ What are you looking to buy so late?"
Just as Lin Qingrou was searching the shelves, she suddenly heard a man's voice behind her. Turning around, she saw a stranger who looked about her age, apparently trying to hit on her. Lin Qingrou originally didn't plan to pay attention to him, but having not dared arrange meetings with other men during this time, she was actually already extremely horny. So she turned to face the man with a heart-melting sweet smile: "Mm? Hehe Nothing much What are you buying here, big brother~"
"Uh... ahaha Nothing nothing, just passing by. Saw through the door that you're really cute Thought maybe I could get your contact info~"
"Oh But I have a boyfriend"
Hearing Lin Qingrou's words saying she had a boyfriend but not taking a stance or directly refusing the man thought there might still be a chance and kept pestering: "It's okay Just making friends Such a pretty girl, anyone would want to at least be friends~"
Making friends?
Lin Qingrou naturally didn't think he'd be that innocent, but this played right into her hands. She'd been under real pressure all this time, but now knowing her cheating hadn't been discovered, she could relax. So this man thought he was the hunter, not realizing he was actually the prey: "Mm Alright then"
The man could hardly believe she'd actually given him her contact info such a beautiful girl with a boyfriend had so easily added his contact. But thinking carefully, shopping at an adult goods store at this time, she was probably planning to meet her boyfriend at a hotel. Just as the man thought today wasn't a good opportunity and planned to slowly seduce this absolutely gorgeous "little sister" later, he heard the beauty behind him suddenly sigh: "Ah~ He suddenly has something to do... I have to eat dinner alone..."
Hearing this, the man first froze, then quickly turned around looking somewhat excited: "Mm? What's wrong, beautiful? Hearing you sigh, is there some trouble?"
As expected, this guy was probably also a player just a slight hint of opportunity and he immediately caught on. But seeing his poorly concealed excitement on his face, he wasn't experienced enough But looking at his decent build and passable looks, Lin Qingrou, who just wanted some physical release, didn't mind these details. So she continued baiting: "Mm? Ah Haha~ I was supposed to have dinner with my boyfriend, but he seems to suddenly have something and can't make it... So annoying!"
Hearing this, the man could hardly believe that guy had such a beautiful girlfriend yet stood her up on a date. Especially meeting here, they'd obviously planned to go to a hotel tonight, but he didn't cherish such a good opportunity. Any man would be unable to resist such a beautiful girl given the chance can't blame him for taking advantage: "Ah That's really a shame But... I haven't eaten either Pretty coincidental How about I accompany you? It's not safe for you alone so late, right~"
"Mm? Mm... alright Let's go together then"
Lin Qingrou wasn't the naive, innocent girl from two years ago. Hearing the man's words, though she seemed to think for a moment and finally agree because his reasoning made sense, she actually knew exactly what he was thinking. Having been with countless men, how could she not understand?
(Unsafe alone? Hmph I think being with you is what's unsafe Having dinner together? Probably after dinner you'll want to take me to a hotel to eat me Hehe But that suits me perfectly Let's see what you're capable of Sorry darling I'm putting another green hat on you Hehe~)
Just as Lin Qingrou was about to follow the man out of the store, she suddenly caught sight of something from the corner of her eye. Lin Qingrou casually scanned the code, paid, and put it in her bag. To make it more convincing, she also bought a pack of condoms while the man wasn't looking...
"Ring ring ring..."
An hour later, Chen Yi sat at his desk doing homework, but today's events on the way home left his mind wandering. Though he seemed to have been working for a long time, he'd actually written very little. Just then, he received Lin Qingrou's call. Though still embarrassed about earlier events, his beloved's call brought more joy than other emotions, so he answered immediately without hesitation: "Hello? Mmm hah ah ah Darling mmm ooh... mmm mm ah ah ah What are you doing"
"Mm? I... I'm doing homework~" After answering habitually, Chen Yi immediately noticed something off about Lin Qingrou's voice on the other end. Since returning from their trip, Chen Yi had seen countless NTR cuckold videos and novels how could he not recognize his beloved girlfriend's voice? His mind immediately conjured images of Lin Qingrou spreading her legs for another man while being pounded and calling him simultaneously, her face flushed as she gasped while talking to him...
(No no no! Impossible! Stop thinking these weird things... that kind of thing absolutely couldn't happen...)
Chen Yi quickly shook his head, trying to empty his mind and suppress his imagination. But no matter how hard Chen Yi tried, his cock still involuntarily began to harden...
Clearly recognizing the familiar sound and knowing exactly what it indicated, when Chen Yi thought of the wronged, pitiful expression on Lin Qingrou's face on the way home, that innocent, cute, pure face, he immediately dismissed his thoughts, absolutely refusing to believe such a Lin Qingrou could secretly cheat on him with other men...
"Mmm ooh slurp... ooh ooh mmm ah ah ah ah Darling tomorrow... tomorrow... mmm ooh ooh ooh ah ah ah you can't... can't secretly masturbate anymore mmm ah ah ah That kind of thing... is bad for your body mmm ooh ah ah ah~"
Listening to Lin Qingrou's truly lascivious teasing words, Chen Yi imagined that scene, feeling a sharp pain in his heart, but at the same time, there was an excitement and a surge of impulse, his cock trembling even harder, his hand involuntarily stroking faster, and an inexplicable pleasure rapidly filled his whole body...
"Waaahhh Darling, does hearing about this kind of thing turn you on so much? Hehe Then… ooohh Getting fucked so comfortably by a bad guy, hnnn… gonna be ruined by another man behind my boyfriend's back… What should I do There's no going back now, I'm going to become a bad girl who loves cheating~"
Chen Yi while licking his beloved's feet, listening to her say such words that broke his heart was also vigorously rubbing his cock, imagining that heart-rending scene and yet feeling indescribable pleasure. He felt like he was going mad...
"Yaaahh Another man's cock is trembling inside your girlfriend's body Looks like he's about to cum What to do Heave-ho! Heave-ho! Oh no, can't push him off at all Oh no… your girlfriend's really about to get creampied by another guy Darling What to do My virginity and first creampie are about to be stolen by another guy~"
Hearing this, Chen Yi's pain was matched only by the excitement and extreme stimulation peaking in him, his cock trembling wildly in his hand, and even the action of licking her foot became fiercer. "Aiya, just hearing your girlfriend say this much turns you on so much Hehehe Such a pervert… But… that's okay You're a pervert and I still like you So… your girlfriend's going to be creampied by someone else Hmm haaah biuu sploosh sploosh So much hot cum shooting out Filling up your girlfriend's pussy… packed with another man's cum Hehe What a big, big green hat I've given you~"
Finally, Chen Yi's entire body suddenly trembled with no control, he shot a huge load of semen from his cock into his hand, the stimulation so intense that his mind blanked out and his whole body abruptly froze, even his tongue stopped licking Lin Qingrou's soft toes, and, not having time to pull back, just stayed pressed against the spaces between her toes...
When Chen Yi came to his senses, he found he was already dressed again, sitting on the bench; Lin Qingrou, probably to avoid being seen by passersby, must've helped him pull up his pants. Yet, although he was well aware of how considerate Lin Qingrou was, Chen Yi still felt an indescribable, unbearable shame, wishing he could find a crack in the ground to slip away. Even though there really is such a thing as a "cuckold fetish," even people excited by this kink, Chen Yi in the end couldn't accept that he himself was one as well especially since it had been so publicly exposed to his beloved, even fantasizing about her being fucked by other men right in front of her, jerking off and making a mess…
Chen Yi kept his head down for ages, not raising it, really not knowing how to face his beloved. But then, Lin Qingrou suddenly reached her hand into his pants and gently gripped his now soft, freshly spent cock. As Chen Yi looked at her in surprise, he suddenly heard a "click" his cock had been locked up again, but this time, it was Lin Qingrou herself personally locking him up...
"Hehe Felt good, didn't it? But… to keep darling from hurting his body you still need to lock him up!"
"Uh… mn… okay…"
Chen Yi kept his head down, couldn't even look up while replying to Lin Qingrou, really not knowing how to deal with his beloved.
When the two got up and prepared to head home, Chen Yi kept his eyes on the side of the road the whole way, even though he could clearly sense that Lin Qingrou was watching his blushing face the entire time. He just didn't have the courage to meet her gaze...
Finally coming face to face with the realization that he really did have a cuckold fetish, Chen Yi was both excited and filled with inexpressible, intense inner struggle. Though just imagining those things really did make him unspeakably thrilled, Chen Yi ultimately did not want his cute girlfriend to ever really be fucked by another man one day, and so he tried every means to rid himself of this fetish... But...
That was what Chen Yi thought, but afterward, as he got a clearer and clearer understanding of his own kink, he realized he was completely incapable of deceiving himself anymore. When alone, he would constantly, uncontrollably imagine the scene of his girlfriend screwing another man, sometimes even thinking, maybe, just maybe she really had cheated already...
But he couldn't accept even thinking of that possibility, so while his unconscious mind perhaps already knew his girlfriend was probably no longer pure, he continued to deceive himself, finding every excuse in the book not to face the fact... Over the coming period, each "unlocking day" every two days, Chen Yi would utterly lose himself at Lin Qingrou's feet, not only failing to rid himself of his "cuckold kink," but as desires could not be released in time, his mind wandered more and more, falling ever deeper into the trap...
At last, the weekend came again, but this Saturday was not a day off, as both were now in the last year of high school, and half a year away from exams; even school schedules had changed, so now there was only one free day a week, on Sunday...
That Saturday night after school as Chen Yi had undergone several "unlockings," he was already less ashamed than before and as the two walked home as usual, Lin Qingrou suddenly spoke, "Darling~ it's time to unlock again today... but..."
"Mm? What's wrong?"
Hearing Lin Qingrou's words, Chen Yi kept a calm face but his heart was flustered and uneasy. From her tone, he suspected that the unlocking he so longed for might be in trouble. "I thought… since we're off tomorrow… and it's just one night left… how about we move it to tomorrow instead?"
"Whew! You could've said so sooner! Scared me!"
Hearing Lin Qingrou's follow-up, Chen Yi finally relaxed. At first, he'd thought she'd lost the key, afraid he'd never be able to unlock again. Learning it was just postponed until tomorrow, though he was a little disappointed, it was still worlds better than his worst fears, so he agreed without hesitation... But Lin Qingrou's next words left him dazed, taking a long time to process, "I've thought about it… um… you became this way because I wasn't ready… so… tomorrow… let's go to a hotel..."
Chen Yi saw Lin Qingrou, face flushed, head down, her voice getting softer and softer, to the point of almost whispering, and suddenly his brain seemed to crash. "Uh… but… if you're not ready, you don't have to force yourself..."
"No! It's fine… I… I'm ready… so tomorrow… hehe let's go to a hotel" Chen Yi was stunned again, his mind spinning at lightning speed, going over Lin Qingrou's words again and again. (What does that mean? Ready? Go to a hotel? Tomorrow? That is... finally! I'm going to... do it with her?! It's really going to happen! Tomorrow… tomorrow I'll be with her, what will it be like? How will it feel?!) Chen Yi stood rooted, feeling it was all just too incredible. Just thinking about tomorrow, that he could spend the night with her he loved so much, made him tremble all over. He snapped back to reality and quickly agreed, "Mm! Yes… okay!"
Soon, they'd reached the bottom of their apartment. Lin Qingrou, face red, went up on tiptoes to kiss Chen Yi's lips, the sweet, soft sensation and the news just received making Chen Yi feel like he was dreaming. As Lin Qingrou left and he walked home, he still felt like he was floating...
Back in his room, dropping his backpack by the desk and laying out his homework, his after-school routine was ordinary as ever, but in truth, his mind was full of glorious thoughts about tomorrow, so excited his whole body trembled, so that he couldn't fall asleep for a long, long time...
But Chen Yi, still in the dark, had no idea that the reality he'd been evading through self-deception was about to arrive at his door, and had no clue what he would face the next day...
The next morning, though he'd gone to bed late the night before, thinking that today was the day he'd be with Lin Qingrou, he jumped out of bed early, carefully washed and dressed, picking out his clothes with great care. Even though he'd soon have to go back to wearing his drab school uniform, he still paid attention to every detail and, once fully prepared, waited in his room for Lin Qingrou's word, daydreaming away, a silly smile plastered on his face...
After a long wait, at last, Chen Yi's phone rang. Hearing the ringtone, he jumped up from the bed, joyfully answered right away...
"Hey darling hehe… so… come to the XXX Hotel… I… I'm waiting for you in Room 407~"
"Mm mm! I'll be right there!"
Today had finally arrived, Chen Yi thought, hanging up and then running straight out, flying out of the house so fast his parents, who were eating breakfast, could only stare in confusion.
"Isn't today a school day?"
"Yeah, I thought only Saturdays were for classes."
"So… what's going on?"
"No idea… I hadn't heard anything..."
Twenty minutes later...
Chen Yi had already arrived at the hotel Lin Qingrou mentioned on the phone. Even though it was only the fourth floor, as his heart beat madly, it felt like a long journey. He'd carefully styled his hair and picked his clothes, even bought a nice bouquet at a flower shop nearby. Just imagining what would happen when he saw the love of his life had his heart in a whirl of excitement and dizziness and he had no idea what he was about to witness next...
"Ding-dong..." The elevator opened. Chen Yi stepped out, looking at the room numbers, happily checking each one 401… 403… 405… Huh… the door up ahead wasn't closed properly, and from the crack came a very lewd and charming panting sound... Hearing the sound, his cock inside the chastity lock swelled instantly, and he involuntarily started imagining that maybe he and his beloved would also make such sounds today?
Would he be able to make her cry out like that?
Just thinking of that made his heart overflow with joy. As he passed the room with the moans, they were so enticing, but as a gentleman, Chen Yi didn't plan to peek or eavesdrop, since his beloved girlfriend was waiting for him! Passing that door, Chen Yi looked up at the next room number 409? Hmm? After 405, there was a moaning room, then 409? Where's 407? This is weird… Hmm…!?!!
Suddenly he understood, turning around in shock, eyes wide in disbelief at the number on the half-closed door 407!!!
Chen Yi felt his brain explode instantly, all his joy, excitement, and anticipation were wiped out he couldn't even think. He still held the flowers he'd picked with love, stunned, staring at what now seemed like the entrance to hell…
(What's going on? 407? Is this 407? I'm sure I didn't remember wrong, that's what she said… What's happening? Someone's in there? What's that sound? Moans? Whose? Lin Qingrou? Impossible, right? Did she give me the wrong room number? But this voice... I've heard it... I've heard it so many times...)
Listening to the familiar moans from inside the room, Chen Yi felt all those memories he'd hidden away come surging up: the men's bathroom at school, the strange Twitter account, the next-door hotel room on their trip, even during phone calls with Lin Qingrou... He'd heard this same voice so many times how could he not recognize it...
And now, putting it all together, in an instant his long-running self-deception was shattered. What coincidence? What exercise? What lookalike stranger? All the lies he'd told himself disappeared, leaving just the knife-sharp truth...
(No… can't be… it must still be coincidence! Lin Qingrou must have mixed up the floor, it's actually 307! Just happened that some sexy online influencer stayed in 407! That must be it!)
Habitually deceiving himself, Chen Yi still clung to that thought as his first reaction... but at this point, no matter how he tried to reassure himself, he couldn't. No matter how he wanted to pretend, there was no way he could fool himself anymore…
Chen Yi stood numbly in the hallway, not knowing how long he stood there, listening to those vivid, lustful moans from the half-closed door, until he finally realized that his worst, most twisted fantasies really had come true his beloved girlfriend, in a room next to his, was being thoroughly ravished by another man, moaning and gasping for him, another man's cock taking his place inside her…
Just realizing this was happening in reality, Chen Yi felt as though he wanted to die with the pain, but his cock was growing harder and harder, even though the chastity lock hurt immensely he barely even felt the sting, just stared, trembling, empty-eyed, in front of the door...
"Unn haaah haaah So… so good So comfortable unn haaah Faster More Unn oohh uh uh I… I love it Unn ah ah Even though I have a boyfriend I love, I'm being fucked by someone else… really so exciting I love it unn ahh More More Unn haaah My boyfriend's coming soon Before he gets here Uh ahhh uh Fuck me more, big brother Uh haaah haaah"
Inside the room, not only moans, but very clearly Lin Qingrou's own voice echoed out, words so shamelessly slutty it was hard to believe was this really his childhood friend? The girl whose cheeks would flush red at the slightest thing? His Lin Qingrou?
No. It can't be. It must be someone else. I must have the wrong room. Lin Qingrou would never say words like this!
Still scrambling for excuses, Chen Yi had no way to convince himself the facts were clear, his beloved was in that room, entwined with another man...
Could it be a trick?
A prank to scare me?
That wasn't Lin Qingrou's style, but who knows?
Since they started dating, she had changed, done surprising things before maybe… Maybe it was just a prank!
Clinging to such comforting ideas, Chen Yi step by step crept toward that freezing, dooming, half-opened door, gently pushing it for a crack to peek inside. He himself didn't know why he chose to do this; as her official boyfriend, he'd have every right to enter, to "catch her in the act", but somehow he just didn't have the guts, not sure how to face it... But what he saw next finally, utterly, destroyed any last hope for "wishful thinking"...
Through the crack, he saw the bathroom by the door, and a sliver of the end of the bed. And there, at the foot of the bed he saw a man, waist thrusting forcefully against the body on the bed, cock driving again and again into that beautiful, lithe body, a pair of slender, white legs raised high on the man's shoulders...
"Unn haaah haaah Cheating feels so good Unn ah ah ah ah About to cum So good, unn haaah haaah Ooohh yaaahh Why… so fast this time… unn haaah Honestly… unnaahh I'm being fucked to death unn ah ah ah ah So great Fuck me to death Unn ahhh Give it all to me, fuck me to death unn yaaaahhhh"
In the same room number she'd given him, the same body, the same voice how could it just be coincidence?
Face covered?
What difference did that make now?
Chen Yi finally admitted he'd been lying to himself all along his precious girlfriend was being fucked by another man, and now, right in front of his eyes, his beloved was being pounded, legs shaking, mouth spilling filth...
Chen Yi dropped his head and stumbled away to lean against the wall, feeling as though his heart was being torn out. But then he noticed, his left hand still held the bouquet, but his right had somehow slipped into his pants if not for the chastity lock, he'd already have been jerking off...
(How… how did this happen… impossible… must be a dream! This has to be a nightmare! Why would I want to jerk off to this! Impossible! I'm not that kind of pervert! Why! Why is this happening!)
"Unn ahh ahh I'm cumming unn ahh ahh Fucked almost senseless by a man who isn't even my boyfriend… unn unn unn… so fucking good unn ahh ahh ahh Ooohh He's still so fast I… I can't help it I'm squirting unn ahh ahh Haaah mm ahhh Cheating on my boyfriend… peed myself getting fucked unn ahh ahh ahh~"
From inside the room, the moans and cries seemed to chase Chen Yi down. Even though he tried to shield himself, the moaning voice was all the more intense, slicing right through him...
"Oohh mmm mmm mmm Big brother are you… unnaah haaah haaah Are you about to cum? Mmmm It's okay Cum inside No need for a condom Just shoot it straight into my pussy Unn haaah haaah Feels so good I love I love feeling hot jizz flood into my womb Unn ahh ahh ahh Come on big brother fill my womb with your semen Cheating on my boyfriend, having my pussy secretly filled with cum Unn yaah ahh ahh ahhh~"
At last, Chen Yi couldn't bear it any longer, trembling all over, tears running down his face, he collapsed by the stairs, sobbing, head in hands. Watching AV, he'd always fantasized about replacing actresses with his girlfriend, imagined his beloved being fucked hard by another man, or kneeling by the bed, holding her cute feet, licking them as her face blushed beneath another man… but that was just fantasy. Now, as it had come to life, Chen Yi felt completely broken, desperate to die...
Hearing the panting gasp of his beloved as she was creampied, the sounds inside quieted down at last but Chen Yi stayed rooted to the spot. Even though the door was still ajar, he couldn't go in he couldn't face seeing his beloved on another man's bed, legs spread and cheeks flushed in climax...
Just then, as Chen Yi was still outside, he heard shoes approaching the door, and instinctively turned and ran for the stairs. Even though he was the official boyfriend, his first response was to flee...
He listened as the man's footsteps neared then stopped by the elevator, and after a moment, left. The hallway became silent again, leaving Chen Yi alone by the stairwell, clutching his head and weeping, doubting reality...
(No, no, no… this can't be, Lin Qingrou must not have arrived yet, maybe this is just a reserved room, the previous occupant hasn't checked out, she isn't here yet. Yes… yes! That must be it!) His childhood friend, now beloved girlfriend, not even touched by himself, first entered by another man such a blow was too much for Chen Yi's heart, so he couldn't face reality, still making excuses. But… Lin Qingrou gave him no chance for denial. Soon, his phone buzzed. Looking at it, it was a message from Lin Qingrou: "Darling~ come in... I know you must have watched outside just now..."
Chen Yi couldn't believe the phone in his hand even though he hadn't cheated, he'd become afraid of facing her. He stood up, but couldn't move forward for a long time, before finally summoning the will to step into the room...
