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🕑 Added 2025-08-03 05:26:46 +0000 UTCVolume 1: First Love Arc Chapter 4 Part 3
Soon the weekend arrived. As they walked home, Chen Yi noticed Lin Qingrou seemed off. He knew why: before long, his lover spoke, “Darling~ I... haven't fucked in a week... I can't bear it anymore...”
Sure enough, Chen Yi had already guessed completely resigned and submissive by now but hearing the next words still twinged, “Tomorrow I... I want... I want to have a hookup”
It wasn't a shock, but hearing his lover say it hurt all the same. If he could choose, he would have preferred to see the pure, innocent girl he once loved, but reality was that she was no longer pure, and he himself had been trained to be her cuckold.
As he was feeling conflicted, Lin Qingrou suddenly dove into his arms, “Hearing me say that... does it hurt?” She pressed her head to his chest, listening closely to his heartbeat. “Hehe Sure enough... your heart’s racing Hearing your girlfriend say she wants to fuck another man is it more pain? Or more excitement?” After so much training, his excitement almost crowded out his pain, though not as completely as in the woods; with his reason still present, he couldn't say it, only stammer, “Both... it hurts... but... also excited...”
He figured it’d be the same as last time: she’d meet some guy in a hotel, he'd get a phone call at home, and jerk off alone while listening. But Lin Qingrou’s next suggestion stunned him so thoroughly his brain almost froze.
“Darling... do you... want to come... see for yourself~”
(Ah? What? Go together? To a hotel? When? Did she just say... hookup? Me? With her? Go together? To do what? See what? Watch her have sex with someone else? Why? For the thrill! Yes that must be it! But... can I accept it? Go in person? Watch with my own eyes? Will it be like the videos? What would I do stand aside?)
A flood of questions tumbled through his mind. He was mentally prepared for cheating, but not for being invited to the scene, to witness her with another man right in front of him.
Not just listening to moans or watching a video, but seeing with his own eyes as that body supposedly his was taken.
Though they had laid everything bare, and he’d heard plenty of dirty talk and watched videos, Chen Yi truly couldn’t imagine how he’d feel witnessing it live, or whether someday he'd break down in jealousy or pain. Lost in thought, Lin Qingrou’s voice sounded on his chest, “Darling, heart’s beating so fast So will you go too? I really like you That’s why I don't want to lie... I really do want to train you... this is the last step... if you go, there really is no turning back... But... I do hope you’ll want to see me with someone else with your own eyes I want to see you hurting for me Please? Will you go?”
She phrased it as a choice, but the tone was pleading. Both of them knew what would happen he couldn't say no, only walk into the trap willingly. Chen Yi knew that, after seeing her with someone else in the hotel, he’d be lost forever. Yet, listening to Lin Qingrou’s honest plea, he couldn’t bear to disappoint her. “I... want to go...”
Honestly, that answer surprised no one. Throughout, Chen Yi never once refused Lin Qingrou’s requests, even knowing it was all for training and playacting, not wanting to let her down, no matter what it did to his pride.
That night, Chen Yi tossed and turned in bed, too nervous thinking about going with Lin Qingrou to meet another man. Just imagining being in a hotel room together while she had sex with someone else made his chest ache, and deep into the night, he could only sleep from sheer exhaustion.
The next morning, he woke up early, sluggish from lack of true rest, dressed and got ready nervously, until it was time to meet Lin Qingrou.
Seeing her almost stopped his heart the lovely girl, upper half in a white spaghetti-strap top showing off her soft shoulders and clean, rounded armpits, lower half in a dark miniskirt that barely covered her plump, pale butt. Just standing there, a light breeze nearly caused her to flash, and below that skirt, her pale, sexy legs were totally bare, only ending in cute flat sandals. From fifteen steps away, Chen Yi almost forgot how to walk. No matter what she’d worn before, this was the most revealing by far. When Lin Qingrou noticed Chen Yi gawking from a distance, she ran over, threw herself in his arms, leaned in and breathed softly into his ear, “Hehe Darling do I look pretty~?”
She certainly did, but the idea of such a revealing outfit made Chen Yi nervous, knowing men would stare, perhaps even see up her skirt.
“Today... is our first time picking someone up together I wanted to look beautiful... so you can watch how I get fucked by another man”
Hearing another one of those mortifying lines, and feeling the warm, soft body pressed so close, Chen Yi blushed and didn’t know what to say. His girlfriend was about to go sleep with another man dressed like this and more absurdly, he the boyfriend would watch. Nervous, jealous, pained of course he felt all that, but being held by Lin Qingrou, feeling her warmth, her breathy, sultry voice, ultimately, excitement and thrill overtook all else...
He couldn’t help imagining: his sexy, scantily dressed girlfriend standing in front of a man, being pushed down on the bed by that stranger, her beautiful body pressed under him, sent Chen Yi into a fit of pathological glee...
“Darling let’s go I booked the room already Take me... personally send me to have sex with another man”
Alone, Chen Yi could barely keep calm, reason sometimes winning out and making him feel regret. But when Lin Qingrou was in front of him, he barely thought at all his mind was full of her, and whatever she wanted, he agreed, no matter how excessive...
On the way, even though it was early and there weren’t many people, everyone who passed turned to look at the sexy girl men, women, young and old. The fresh breeze sometimes blew her skirt up. Chen Yi could not imagine how many people might see his girlfriend’s underwear (or lack thereof), but after being so tamed, whenever he felt a man’s lustful gaze settle on her never on him, always on her he actually felt a perverse sort of thrill...
When the two arrived at the hotel, even the female receptionist gave them a meaningful smile, as if thinking what a lucky young man he was but only Chen Yi knew, the man who would enjoy his enviable girlfriend that day was not him...
Inside the room, the friend Lin Qingrou had arranged had not yet arrived. It was just Chen Yi and Lin Qingrou. Chen Yi looked around, realizing that soon he’d watch, up close, his beloved having sex with someone else; it felt like a dream.
Sitting on the bed, her beautiful face, revealing clothes, and inviting body, Chen Yi suddenly had an urge he wanted to watch her more closely, wanted to hold her, kiss her, feel her body, even... rape her! Not that Chen Yi was a saint; feeling such desires, his gaze wandered. That’s when he noticed, under her sexy short skirt, those alluring legs there was nothing else!?
Under that skirt, in the shadow, Chen Yi could clearly see her plump, pink pussy. The thought that his girlfriend dressed like this to seduce another man, not just dressing up sexy, but actually without underwear!?
Her pussy was thus exposed to the air, her legs just needing to open to let any man enter...
(How could this be? She’s not even wearing panties?! So full... so pink... looks so inviting... if only I could go in... I want to go in...) Watching Lin Qingrou idly check her phone, defenseless, Chen Yi started to imagine just jumping on her, spreading her legs she couldn’t fight him...
(If I just went and did it... even a little forced, would she really get mad? After all, I’m the real boyfriend... she’s done so much to me already... she’ll understand, right? Even if she’s angry, she won’t break up with me... as long as I apologize and coax her after... Should I... just go for it?)
Once that idea entered his head, Chen Yi couldn’t help but be tempted to act. Just then, though, Lin Qingrou suddenly stood up and hugged him. In fact, Lin Qingrou was extremely nervous this was her first time performing while her boyfriend watched. Though so far, everything had gone by script, in reality, Lin Qingrou herself felt it was like a dream, almost as if it couldn’t be happening. Though she seemed focused on her phone, she was also secretly watching Chen Yi’s expressions and now, Chen Yi’s stiff look, furtively swallowing, trembling hands, all his body language that, despite efforts to hide it, showed his excitement and anticipation. Someone as experienced as Lin Qingrou could easily read what was on his mind. After hugging her beloved tightly, she softly spoke in a coaxing, gentle voice:
“Darling I’m sorry... for always bullying you... now... if you want to rape me... you can I won’t resist... I won’t break up with you... but I’ll be really sad and disappointed Darling I know you’re the one who loves me most and I love you most too... but... I really want to bully you even more I really love seeing you get jealous and sad for me I want to keep on, keep on, keep on putting the green hat on you I want my favorite you to be helpless... to only watch me get fucked by someone else” As she spoke, Lin Qingrou’s voice grew faintly tearful. Her delicately pitiful look instantly cooled Chen Yi’s wild urges; in a blink, he went from wanting to devour her, to desperately wanting to treasure and protect her...
“Okay... I... I won't do anything...”
“Really! I... sorry... I’m so bad...”
Knowing what was coming once that man arrived, Chen Yi was of course not happy. But at the sight of Lin Qingrou being like this, his heart softened again he couldn’t bear her being sad, not for a moment. After all the ridiculous things he’d witnessed lately, he couldn’t even tell if her reaction was real or an act. Chen Yi just wanted her to be happy even at his own cost.
Ka-cha...
Chen Yi watched as his beloved girlfriend knelt before him, dainty hands pulling down his pants, skillfully unlocking the chastity belt. By now he was already familiar with the whole ritual, not surprised or resistant at all, well aware that soon, all he’d be able to do was watch as the girl he’d grown up with was taken by another man and masturbate in secret.
And soon, there was a knock at the door. As soon as she heard it, Lin Qingrou hurriedly pushed Chen Yi into the corner and opened a wardrobe there, urging Chen Yi to get in. “Darling, you can only stay here... I didn’t tell that guy about you... so you must hide well... Sorry~”
Chen Yi, a little confused at first, soon understood. Seeing Lin Qingrou wink teasingly before closing the wardrobe, he couldn’t raise any protest, only accept it all. Once the door was shut, and the world closed into darkness, Chen Yi could only helplessly watch as his beloved, back to him, walked to the door to greet a man who was not him. Though he was the official boyfriend, at this moment he was reduced to a third wheel, in hiding, about to witness his girlfriend’s tryst, his heart aching...
“小哥哥，你来得好早啊~”
The door opened with a click and Chen Yi heard Lin Qingrou’s girlish, playful voice at the door. Just imagining her bright eyes reflecting a stranger, giving such a man the smile that only he thought he deserved, Chen Yi’s heart twisted...
“Of course I’d hurry, dating such a gorgeous beauty~” The man’s frivolous tone echoed round the room so grating to Chen Yi’s ears. How could such a sleazy jerk get to enjoy his beautiful girlfriend’s body?
Everything was darkness except for a narrow slit from the wardrobe, letting him see the room. Soon, Chen Yi watched as his beloved, hand-in-hand with an unfamiliar man, entered the room. As soon as they reached the bed, the lecherous man grabbed her from behind, hands caressing her all over…
Chen Yi gritted his teeth at the sight, unable to imagine what attitude this guy had, daring to handle a girl he’d just met in such a way. Lin Qingrou, on the other hand, showed no intent to resist against all Chen Yi’s expectations, she leaned her head back into the man's arms, rubbing her soft cheek against his neck, nuzzling and occasionally kissing his jaw. Chen Yi was stunned he thought Lin Qingrou only acted so submissive when swept up by passion, never imagined she’d be so compliant from the very start, even when she knew her real boyfriend was in the wardrobe secretly watching! What was she thinking…
The pain, jealousy, and hate all simmered in Chen Yi but worse, his genitals were swelling, watching the forbidden scene, utterly out of control, aroused by this violation of all morality...
pop slurping, sighs...
The man leaned in, and, right through the wardrobe crack, Chen Yi watched his girlfriend’s lips pressed tight to a stranger’s, then heard the sucking and wet sounds. Even from the side, he could see her cheeks puff and relax as their tongues entwined. Saliva sounds and their deep kissing filled the room, reaching Chen Yi’s ears...
Soon, the man was no longer content to fondle her through her clothes, and ran his hand under her revealing camisole, grabbing her tender breasts.
“Damn it!” Chen Yi muttered, unable to hold back, hands long clenched into fists, his body trembling with both hurt and anger. Luckily, his voice was too low to be heard. The man’s other hand slipped under Lin Qingrou’s miniskirt, which barely reached her thighs...
“Wu wu wu... hu mm wu wu wu wu wu mn haa ah ah~”
As the man’s hand went up her skirt and touched her bare pussy, Lin Qingrou, still making out deeply with him, started moaning so sweetly and arousingly it made Chen Yi’s heart flutter. Lin Qingrou, with her innocent, pure face, didn’t shy away at all, in fact pushing her hips forward to let the man grope even more shamelessly.
Eventually, the edge of her skirt was lifted, her vulva fully exposed. Chen Yi could see clearly as the man’s hand caressed her, sometimes sliding a finger into her pussy to tease and dig...
What should have been exclusively his, her plump, pink folds, were being freely molested by another man. Just watching the way he kneaded and fingered Lin Qingrou, Chen Yi could imagine how good it must feel only it wasn’t him getting that sensation...
“Ah ah wu wu mn haa ah ah~”
As their lips finally separated, Chen Yi saw Lin Qingrou, flushed and panting, her parted lips exhaling sweet steam. Then the man reached out and, with a pull, lifted her skirt completely, baring her ass as he started unbuckling his pants...
Chen Yi pressed his face to the wardrobe, staring through the crack, heart pounding. He knew what the man was about to do the next step would be to take her from behind. (He’s pulling down his pants... any moment now... are you going to keep watching? There’s still time should you stop them? Go out there! Kick his ass, get him out... but he was invited by Lin Qingrou... that’d be so awkward... Would she be angry? But that's not the point... Should you go? Stop this... or keep watching as a stranger ravages the girl you love...)
Chen Yi’s teeth clenched, fists tighter, body trembling on the verge of pushing the door open
But then, through the crack, he saw the man drop his pants, a thick, long cock popping out and “smack” landing on Lin Qingrou’s pale, round ass, “Mn yaa So... so hot”
Lin Qingrou gave a small, scared-sounding squeal. The man adjusted his hips, pressing his cock to her pink, plump vulva, the head rubbing on her wet, glistening slit and started sliding it forward...
(Go... go stop him! Get Lin Qingrou back she’s mine... I love her!) Chen Yi, getting heated, shook all over, palms on the wardrobe about to shove it open. But at the last second, he paused, seeing Lin Qingrou’s closed eyes, her face flushed, her body shivering with pleasure. Chen Yi’s mind went blank he didn’t even understand himself anymore. He’d already decided to act, but his body simply wouldn’t obey, or perhaps deep in his heart, he didn’t want to act...
“Mn yaa ah ah So itchy mn haa ah ah~”
And then, in Chen Yi’s clear view, Lin Qingrou suddenly turned, facing the man, running her hands down his chest, slowly squatting to her knees, seductively bowing her head between his legs, grasping his thick cock in her dainty hands. With her bewitching eyes, she gazed up at him, then smiled, opening her cherry lips as her tongue teased his cockhead, sucking it into her mouth...
“Awuu mm mm nn mm So big So hard, mm mm wu wu wu”
His own girlfriend was giving a blowjob to another man, the seductive, skillful actions and looks making Chen Yi feel as if his heart was being cut open. He’d felt Lin Qingrou’s mouth before and knew how intoxicating it was. Now, it was another man enjoying it. Any strength he had to burst from the wardrobe vanished in an instant, replaced by weakness, as he watched his lover eagerly serve, losing all will to resist...
“Wu wu mm mm hu wu wu Big brother Did you bring a condom? I have a boyfriend, you know No bareback mm mm wu wu wu~”
The man seemed a little disappointed, but seeing that Lin Qingrou was seductive but also not going to bend, he took a condom from his pocket. As he tore it open, Lin Qingrou took it from him he assumed she’d put it on for him, which excited him, but wasn’t expecting Lin Qingrou to put the ring to his cockhead, then, using her mouth, slide it down as she sucked deep onto his shaft, rolling the condom out with her lips...
The man had never experienced such skill, feeling her mouth strongly contract around his cock all the way to the base. On the other side, in the wardrobe, Chen Yi’s mind went blank. He had never imagined his pure, outstanding girl could have learned such perverse technique, and it made the gap between fantasy and reality even bigger.
Next, Lin Qingrou stood up and pressed herself into the man’s arms, putting one hand around his neck, rising on tiptoes, and grinding her pussy along his cock...
“Mn haa ah ah Big brother I... want it Put it in okay~”
The image of such a pure, adorable girl acting this wantonly, and asking so lewdly, made the man instantly flip Lin Qingrou onto the bed, her legs straightened to facilitate his movement, even raising up on her toes, more flagrantly acting the slut, twisting her hips to grind her pussy against his cockhead. She lowered her head, looked back at his crotch, and in a flirtatious tone called out, “Come on put it in My pussy wants to feel your cock moving~”
The next instant, Chen Yi, clenching his hands white-knuckle tight, saw the man finally lose control his hands gripped Lin Qingrou’s delicate waist, thrusting in hard, his long cock buried to the base in Lin Qingrou’s tender pussy. His beloved girl instantly threw her head back, tensed up, and let out a piercing wail, “Mn yaa ah ah ah It’s... it’s in one thrust mn yiyiiy so deep! It’s... all the way in... mn yiya ah ah ah”
Chen Yi’s wardrobe happened to be on the other side of the bed, directly in sight of Lin Qingrou’s face, so he could clearly see her pain-tinged but pleasure-filled expression, even noticing tears at the corners of her tightly closed eyes. Her open mouth panted hot, steamy breath, matching the man’s rhythm, filling the room with her lewd, alluring moans...
Inside the wardrobe, Chen Yi stared at the scene, witnessing his girlfriend penetrated, seeing her flirt, and realizing everything he’d experienced was only the tip of the iceberg with Lin Qingrou. As the official boyfriend, it was his first time witnessing the girl he’d grown up with as she really was, and the shock left him trembling, tears filling his eyes. Witnessing her erotic writhing, realizing he’d seen her give herself to another man while moaning out her pleasure accompanied by Lin Qingrou’s seductive voice Chen Yi wept alone in the dark, his heart torn with anguish, pain suffocating him, hunched over in misery, fists braced on the wardrobe sides, tears streaming as he desperately clung to physical balance...
Before, he had watched videos and listened to moans, but those things happened when he was already swept up in the act. This, though, was right here, less than three meters away he was onsite, witnessing every step: entry, teasing, blowjob, seducing, penetration. Only now did he realize he wasn’t at all ready for this pain, hand firmly pressed to his chest, breathing deep to fight off the suffocation...
“Mn wuwu mn ya ah ah ah So good Once you’re in... mn wuwu ya ah so fast right away mn haa ah Big brother gentle... mn haa ah ah Don’t be so hard, mn ah ah ah ah”
“Ohh, no, no You’re naughty! Mn ah ah ah ah Don’t break me, mn haa ah More gentle, mn mn wu wu wu”
“Mn yyaa ah ah Flower core Being hit... so hard mn yyaa ah So deep So fast So hard mn ah ah ah ah Losing my strength...”
The lewd and enchanting moans relentlessly came through the wardrobe crack, battering Chen Yi’s already fragile heart. Each gasp made him acutely aware of how his beloved was being pounded and ravished, every moan smashing his heart anew, every whimper drawing more tears. He forced his eyes open, looked out to see his beloved’s body being pounded by another man, seeing her beautiful body defiled, and yet, even through tears, he couldn’t help thinking how beautiful she looked even when being violated...
“Wu wu ah ah ah I... can’t... mn ah ah ah being held up and fucked so... mn haa ah ah Naughty! mn wuwu ah ah ah~”
Very quickly, after a week of pent-up lust, Lin Qingrou’s body was electrified by the experience, her limbs weak, both legs and arms losing strength until she collapsed forward onto the bed.
The man, unfazed by the height difference, gripped her waist harder, lifting her up like a doll and slamming into her...
“Mn ya ah ah ah So rough... mn ah ah ah Bad one picked me up like a sex doll mn mn haa ah ah~”
Watching this with a tortured heart, Chen Yi was further shaken when Lin Qingrou, propped up by her elbows, turned her face toward the wardrobe. Through tear-filled eyes, he saw her smile back at him so pure, so adorable, so clean then, with her hands over her chest, she made a heart shape at him...
Chen Yi felt as if an invisible hand reached in, ripped out his heart, and tossed it to Lin Qingrou. No matter how much he hurt, he couldn’t hate her. At last, he let go of the wardrobe to grab himself...
Unlocked now, from the moment the man began teasing his girlfriend, Chen Yi’s cock had stood tall, trembling with excitement. Guilt and self-awareness told him that if he’d rushed out, maybe things would change, maybe Lin Qingrou would eventually turn back to her pure self. But if he started masturbating now, there’d be no stopping, and once he came while watching Lin Qingrou with another man, just as she wished, his self-respect and even his independent self would be lost forever. He would become her slave for the rest of his life, living only to please Lin Qingrou. Yet, for all the pain, Chen Yi willingly chose the latter: he started stroking, pushing himself toward oblivion...
Watching Lin Qingrou’s beautiful, lustful face even in the act of cheating, he didn’t dare disturb her. Chen Yi gave up, and watched her, gave up pride, watched her pussy being penetrated hard, gave up thought, watched her flushed cheeks and loving gaze, gave up all sweet fantasies of love, and watched her heart-shaped hands and watery, longing eyes, gave up all independence. He stroked himself, faster and faster, driving himself and his beloved toward the brink...
“Oooh oooh! You wild little slut~ feels so damn good ah ah ah!”
“Mn ya ah ah! Being... being fucked so hard by bad big brother, cumming mn ya aaah~!”
The man’s cock pounded against Lin Qingrou’s cervix. Finally, unable to resist, he buried himself deep, unleashing a hot jet of semen into Lin Qingrou’s pussy, filling the condom to the brim, tightly stuck around her womb, as Lin Qingrou convulsed and shuddered, climaxing fiercely under the gaze of her beloved, the thrill driving her mind to the clouds...
Meanwhile, Chen Yi, who had always regarded Lin Qingrou as the love of his life, hid alone in the dark closet, witnessing all, and poured out his semen by hand... Unlike the man who filled her with his cum, Chen Yi, utterly desolate, spilled his own onto a cold wooden wardrobe...
