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Sorry Everybody~ u3u
🕑 Added 2022-11-15 15:44:52 +0000 UTCGuys, I'm sorry....
I can't believe there are still Patrons here, I sorta expected everybody to bail, and you would be perfectly justified~ u_u
I owe you all such an apology for disappearing again. I completely broke down this year, and I ran away from everything in my life again. It's not because of the art I do here, it's because my life outside Patreon fell apart and I didn't know how to cope. >_< I had a conflux of financial, medical, psychological, and job-related crisis all pile on me this year, and I handled it poorly, I gave up at everything again and went back on the anti-depressants that numb me... I've only just now been sane enough to try to not be a piece of shit, and the first thing I wanted to do was update and apologize to all of you~ u3u
I'm sorry I'm like this~ I promised that I'd never disappear like I did in the past, and I kinda failed at that~ I'm so sorry~ I know that people worry, but when I'm like that I get completely agoraphobic and can't even look at my messages, let alone respond. >3< I'm sure I'm frustrating~ I can't thank enough those of you that are still here despite how crappy I've been this year~ >3< If art was the only thing I did, I'd never have these breakdowns, because you guys make it the most enjoyable thing I could do~ (It's everything else in my life that taxes me~ Y3Y)
I'm so sorry everybody, I'm gonna try to the art rolling again~ I haven't solved all my problems at home, but I can feel I'm coming out of my crazy state~ I've been able to draw again for the first time in months~ (I've been completely unable to do art this whole time...) I hope to post those sketches later today~ But I needed to apologize first~ u3u And to thank you guys for sticking around, I'm so glad my Patreon wasn't shut down and deleted~ >3<
Thank you guys so much~ I don't know where you get the patience to put up with me~ >3< Now that I can feel it again, I realize I had forgotten how much you all inspire me~ Thank you so so much~! I'm gonna try to hold myself together. I apologize if I missed your messages, my inboxes are a mess~
I don't deserve you guys~ >U< I'll try to do better~!
Comments
dragontamer8740
I never was upset to begin with. I go through these sorts of spells of withdrawal too, sometimes. Life can really be crap. Just glad you're doing fine, and welcome back!
Claiborne
Just hearing you speak is more than enough for me to forgive you. Don't forget we're all supporting you.
