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Ronny [Rendition]

It's perfectly understandable that getting a driver's license takes a lot of time, so obviously there is less time for other things. It has nothing to do with slacking off and it isn't even an excuse, it's merely a fact. There are only 24 hours in a day. Also I don't think your diary posts are all negative, they just show the range of your thoughts in all different directions. I think it is actually good for mental wellbeing to have a place to let these things out, because welling up feelings and emotions for too long is never a good idea. And the advantage of this place over a secret personal diary is that here we can give you feedback, new ideas and point out different points of view on the matter.

여기 은젤님의 나약한 스토리일기 아니였나요?🤔

Sen Tenshi

Your diary is made of up and down, just like life. ^^ Sometimes you talk about food or fruit, and sound so passionate about the little things it's funny lol, sometimes you have something else on your mind. But it's not all bad, i enjoy reading it, you start a topic then we can read everyone's thinking. About the video, i know another ASMRtist who didn't released anything since 4 months because she misses a sound editing guy in her staff team lol. And can't keep her Patreon page alive... 3 posts or something in 2 years lol, i wont even mention the rewards... So i think you are still doing ok, considering you are doing everything by yourself ! I'm still working on my script, but if you need content, you have an Eiffel Tower to build !!! Show us your skills :P I don't know about travel, there is a lot of fantastics country. But it take time, like atleast two weeks if you wnna enjoy it properly.

rambam

You have quite a few things that you're focusing on and I feel like it's natural that you pay more attention to one thing. Our minds really aren't good at real multitasking, we tend to focus on one thing a bit more than the others. As for the diary, it's always scary to show people how you're feeling and I imagine it's even more terrifying when it's open to anyone that has access to your feed on Patreon but I think it's also a good way to vent out your feelings without having to worry about facing the people you vent to. It's scarier when you have to see the people you're telling your problems to, at least in my opinion. I think the best way to look at these posts is as a way to see your growth, you'll be able to come back and read them and see how you've grown as a person and how something that you thought was a big problem, maybe wasn't as big as you thought. At the end of the day we all just want to see you happy and we appreciate the work you put into helping us with your videos. And for the travel destination..... my vote is on Hawaii, it's really nice out there and the people are super nice. I highly recommend going out there sometime. 😊

連休明けの仕事は辛いよ… 海外旅行も是非日本に来てって言いたいけど、今は厳しいねw でも、ぼくはいつでも歓迎しますよ！

It's only natural when you do many things the same time, that your mind starts to wander and you lose the momentum. Then it's either a good time to focus on just one thing at a time and put aside the other task until you finish the first. Or then take a break and go travel. I can't recommend enough Singapore for a travel destination :)