Ch ch ch ch ch changes…….
🕑 Added 2022-11-12 01:29:09 +0000 UTCToday started with no lots of changes. Big ones!
I woke to a deep sadness that Jeremy was heading back to Puerto Rico for a week, to check on storm damage, the animals, the house and our little community. He will return soon but I’m a bit of a cry baby these days.
Im still unable to do much for myself since I can not bend, lift more than 3. Lbs and I get exhausted so easily still so, I cried a lot when he left. He truly has been my rock through this. Fortunately my kids came over today to help out. Memphis and Oliver are staying the night with Lua and Picolina for the next week. It’s so relaxing to have the dogs around.💕 currently Memphis and I are laying in bed, eating chipotle and watching Below Deck. Miles and amy just left. They took the early shift. I love spending time with my kids. I love to just hear them talk and work out life problems and laugh at the ridiculousness of it all.
Also, I ate way too much candy today. I’ve been trying to eliminate sugar as much as possible but that leftover Halloween candy was far too tempting for me today.
Im hopeful that my dreams will stay calm and look forward to having physical less pain tomorrow. Today took it out of me. I’m noticing that each day brings new challenges emotionally and physically. I push a bit to hard and find out that I’m not in ultimate control of how my body processes this surgery. Hysterectomies are complex and no two feel just alike but I’m trying to embrace the experience in a positive light but today it’s been difficult to stay positive. I’m thankful to have the support system I do.
Im going to try to rest as much as possible tonight.
As much as these new changes that are happening within my health and my world in general are shaking me to the core a little bit, they’re making me grow. And making me stronger and more able to adapt to this ever-changing world. I’m terrified of some of these changes but at the same time thankful for much that surrounds these changes. Change allows for growth, growth allows for progress.
I saw, in the paper that so many of you have been sending your prayers and it really touched my heart. Through much of this I’ve felt loneliness and every once in a while Jeremy reminds me how much love is being poured in my direction and it immediately makes me feel better. So thank you for sending your energy in my direction. I do feel it! It does warm my heart. Know that I’m sending love right back to you.💗
Comments
Christopher Langlais
You got this and we’ve got you! Much love ❤️
troy
You got this GIGGLESHITS!!!🤣 Better, stronger , faster...able to change costumes in the blink of an eye!!! Hell, you may even need a cape!! 😉 Im sure you have one somewhere in the fantastic wardrobe!! Keep your chin up, he'll be back before ya know it! 🙂
Kim Rice
Just be advised that the peanut butter cups are definitely not a low calorie food. Or particularly cheap. Also look for ChocZero. They have keto-friendly "bark" chocolate - milk chocolate with hazelnuts and dark chocolate with almonds and sea salt.
billy ford
Same from me to you . I'm staying positive. Thinking it's justva murmur and nothing more. Thank you for the love and energy.
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
💗🤗💗
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
I can definitely give these ideas a try. 🖤
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
❤️🩹 this is not a race, so true🙏
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
One day at a time💕
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
💗🤗💗 thank you
Danielle Colby Striptease Historian
💗🙏💗 I’m sending you love and healing energy. Please treat yourself kindly and stay positive.
dmo
Hey D...I know you don't feel great but hang in there. You will be back to 100% soon!!!
Preston Plew
I know your sad about Jeremy leaving but knowing the love he has for you and likewise is a special love not everyone gets to have. Prayers for you and yours as you recover.
billy ford
Danm, jut rejoined and had no idea ofyour medical problems. My thoughts, and good vibes go out to you. Dealing with health concerns myself. Had an echocardiogram and nuclear stress test earlier this week because of sn abnormal EKG . Going back Tuesday for consultation with cardiologist. Could be nothing but we will see.
Herb Campbell
Get healthy, get whole. This isn't a race, it is a destination. You're not competing with anyone. It will take as long as it will take. Embrace the journey and be present for it....you will hopefully never be on this path again so learn all there is to learn the first/only time you walk it.
Kim Rice
As a diabetic chocoholic, I have discovered the joys of Zero Sugar Reese’s peanut butter cups and have been experimenting with using sugar substitutes in dessert recipes. The pumpkin pie I made for my birthday using confectioners-style Swerve was great. The chocolate pie (inspired by your silk pie post) I made today with granulated monk fruit… not so much.
David Johnson
I guess you have to just realize how much better you will feel when you heal. Damn struggle each day for you. Stay as strong as possible and know we are all keeping you in our thoughts and prayers.
Greg Smith
Stay strong girl! Your world has been turned upside down recently but you will get through it. Even though Jeremy had to leave you still have your kids and others to help you. Better days are ahead of you. And yes, your army of followers are behind you. As an individual, I wish there was something more that I could do. I’ll just have to continue praying for your speedy recovery. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
