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Putting Patreon on Pause
🕑 Added 2023-12-30 00:07:55 +0000 UTCHello everyone, sorry I've been so lousy at keeping this place updated, I've been feeling very intimidated and out of touch with online spaces and it's been hard to get back in the groove of posting on a regular basis. Basically, aside from having less free time with an irl jobs, I've been struggling with my mental health a lot this past year (Honestly, who hasn't amirite?) and it's taken a major toll on my drive to draw and art has felt less enjoyable and more like a chore, I guess you'd call it "burnout" in a pretty major way. I'm putting much of my negativity, despair, paranoia etc on bad side effects from medication I shouldn't have been prescribed.
For some good news, I'll be seeing a new psychiatrist starting january and I'm in the process of stopping my current meds. Hopefully I can figure out something that DOES work for me in the future, but taking this step has already got me feeling better and more in control than I have in a long while and I believe I'm on the right path once again. I've given myself a rather lengthy to-do list, in regards to revitalizing my artistic pursuits and one of my top priorities will be rethinking and revamping my Patreon. Long story short, until I really sit down and decide what to do with this place, I am putting monthly charges on hold. Thank you all for your support, even when I haven't been at my best it means so much to me and I'm truly grateful to have so many people who enjoy what I do. I need to remind myself of that sometimes.
I wish you all the best in the new year
-Kaz
