Maxi
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🕑 Added 2020-08-16 03:29:39 +0000 UTC news about work schedule desuI plan to change some parts of the work schedule again later desu.
but first I need time to confirm my current speed on CG work a bit more desu.
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I have things to complain about desu.[can skip desu]
I try to not think much desu.
lately, there are a lot of things that I have to keep thinking over and over desu.
problems about freedom from a debate
[this is important for the core of the story desu. 2 weeks ago someone just told me that my way of doing things is not what we called freedom because I try to beat down all the culture that not stand on the freedom side desu. that guy said something like [you have to accept other people that have a different point of view too] this really makes me mad desu. and I still not find the answer desu.I really lose confidence in the storyteller desu.]
problems about CG developed like a creative idea, the elements for CG
[because I am not sure if my CG work right now makes proper damage or not desu and I only have fun when working but not get happy about my complete work at all desu . if possible I really want to talk about this with other people who making CG too desu]
problems about future
[this also about RPG project desu. this one is not important right now desu. all I have to do is forget about this for now desu. because I believed that If I get powerful enough with a high level on CG then people will eventually come to join the crew later desu ]
P.S.
I think too much and get hungry so fast desu.
but do not worry desu I already workout 1 hours 30 minute per day now desu
Comments
Maxi
when I write these complain things out I think I am able to see the big picture desu. I start to get it now that also why my lazy brother who can not explain my concept of freedom is wrong . because I have nothing to lose desu. something that normal people try to treasure like friendship, family, and power .that why I always fast to get rid of anything that get into the way without the second thought desu. that guy must be just like my lazy brother who understand freedom and have people and things to treasure desu. but thanks for the comment desu.
Maxi
ありがとうございます
Soma26
You don't have accept their point of view, but instead try to look at it from their point of view, if that makes since. I would get into arguments with a lot of people and try to figure out why their point of view is better than mine. Sometimes their point of view is better, but other times it's not. Take it with a grain of salt and move on, you have better things to do rather than argue with someone who doesn't understand or won't accept it. No offence intended in what I said.
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