Maxi
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🕑 Added 2020-08-28 14:44:48 +0000 UTC
[If I have fun I will do it ]
[If I happy I will do it ]
but I just realize that If I depend on this concept too much,
it can become a Double-edged sword like this time desu.
I already try to focus on Manga type but I feel sleepy and not be able to focus at all desu.
that means [the forbidden fruit technique] not working desu.
that might means my mental state not heal back to normal yet desu.
For the past few days.
I try to blame someone, try to ask for justice, try to make an excuse like a baby.
that is a really pathetic side of me desu.
the only excuse I have is because my body is weak and can not think properly desu.
. right now my mind is clear. life is not equal and I already know about this from the start desu.
instead of crying for help, I have to make a living and enjoy the moment and never waste the time. that what I should have to keep told myself desu.
I have my deep feeling that full of hatred desu.
but nothing good will do if I let that feeling take over me desu.
I will restart myself with different work that I will be able to make for now desu.
in short
[CG-progress] will become a CG piece of complete work desu.
the progress will be put on hold for a while desu.
and some of this new plan work will be put on public later too desu.
because without advertisement on Pixiv it will be like no food supply route to the castle to fight the war desu.
and due to the testing with this new plan
let see the result next month ne.
Comments
Maxi
that why I will try another way around to get ready for the RPG project desu. thanks for the comment desu.
Maxi
I already know this fact for a long time but when I get sick or have a fever my mind just becomes negative desu. but even after getting better the pain still remains desu. the problem with Manga type now is I am afraid to make a mistake on language desu. because no one gonna helps me correct it. that why I am gonna stop depend on people and try to self-learning more to feel more confident to take the challenge again desu.
Maxi
the working place that you guys gave it to me really means a lot desu. compared to work without support is truly hell for me desu. and I need the qualified to take the RPG project that why I need to get better at this CG work desu that why I need this tight schedule desu. but what upset me is when I expect help from the correction when I know that there a lot of people who can help me but they just sit there and just watch It hurt me desu. can you imagine what it feels like
Soma26
A lot of people do things that are fun and continue to do them. But eventually it becomes a burden because they are no longer having fun it becomes work instead of fun. You have to ask yourself "are you happy?". If you are not happy then its probably a clear indication to stop and do something about it. In your case this is your work and it can be tough because your on a tight schedule, but if your not happy doing the things that your doing than its probably best to try something new. Try to stay positive and have fun with the work that you are doing.
