Maxi
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🕑 Added 2021-12-06 10:11:21 +0000 UTCI really hate a loud sound desu. especially when people gather to celebrate desu.
I do not understand the true meaning of celebrating desu.
I used to make a lot of sounds and be loud when I was a kid, but I stop
because my father punish me for it desu.
lately, I really can not control my angry when someone makes a loud sound desu.
maybe because [I have been punished
so I wonder why they do not get punished as I do] desu.
what you guys do not know is,
I almost try to run out with the replica Katana to slash at them desu.
I try to be reasonable with them by going to talk about the sound problems but everyone thinks I plan to go to start a war with them desu.
so my lazy brother and my cousin just go to talk to them instead of my place desu.
because they are our long neighbor desu.
and they do not know that I need to focus on work desu.
at least we succeed at making them stop celebrating after 22:00 desu.
and in the daylight, if they talking too loud I can just open some music desu.
but somehow I start to get pissed off when I hear they laugh desu.
this happens once or twice a week because they come back from work desu.
my lazy brother knows them that is why he told me that
[they come back from work and need to relax unlike you]
that make me angry and said
[I work non-stop when I need to relax when I need to celebrate everything]
my lazy brother just give me a disappointed look
that made me really angrier because he make it sound like I am the one who is selfish and do not understand anything desu.
maybe I am mad at him because he knows that,
I get it but pretend like I do not understand it desu.
because
everyone needs to celebrate needs time to relax that why
I the one who works some kind like the entertainer
have a job to do because everyone wants to celebrate desu.
ironically would explain how I feel toward this conflict desu.
I try to lower my rage by trying to understand and complain here ne.
I feel better now desu. going to rest a bit more desu.
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current work about 70% now desu.
thanks to the sound I need to work overtime because too angry to go to sleep desu.
will keep updated news below desu.
Comments
Maxi
20 people more to go desu. going to eat something and back to complete it ne.
Maxi
News update desu. in the middle of arrangement file desu. go out to workout now desu. will be complete by tonight ne.
Maxi
going to rest for today desu. too tried to sit down desu.
Maxi
news update desu. end up not starting with the arranged file yet desu. going to take one more day ne. today we have a meeting and fix the flag to put on my uncle's place and take a photo to put into the profile for [commercial registration] desu. I feel really tried desu. I want to make some compensation for this but I have a lot of things to think about and try to find the shortcut for all of this desu.
Maxi
and a bit more about [commercial registration] desu. my cousin just bring more info and talked about the success rate of the plan desu. this might be too good to be true desu. but I will start making a move in the first month of the next year ne. and that when everything will be decided desu.
Maxi
News update desu. current work already completes desu. will start working on the arranged file part now desu. this might take 1 more day to complete ne. I will spend time while arranging the file study with Kadowaka desu.
Maxi
News update desu. current work about 90% desu. going to complete by tomorrow ne. only the font and some effect left desu. going to rest for today ne.
Maxi
news update desu. current work about 80% now desu. today waste a lot of time trying to fix some part desu. going to rest for today ne. for the request I will come to check again after complete Nemu-san work ne.
Maxi
but do not worry ne. look like they already understand the agreement desu. people in this village are full of good people desu. sometimes they just forgot about the others desu. and thanks to the credit of my uncle and the grandfather who be a leader around here make it easier to talk desu.
Maxi
hai, making loud sounds at night not just trouble about me but everyone in the village desu. and If people in my team can not get some sleep then it means problems too desu. at least we need to have a common ground or respect the others living nearby as well desu. that is an excuse for me to make an agreement with them desu. If they failed to acknowledge this that means we need to make them understand it desu. but do not worry ne. I am a fair person desu. all I plan to do is have a meeting in the village and talk about the sound problems and the respect for all the people in the village desu. If they do not participate we can start with the boycott and cold war desu. I hope this going to mean how we are going to get along desu. I understand very well that nothing good happens in the war that trying to get rid each other desu. it better if we going to war in order to make an agreement desu. that is what in my mind desu. sometimes talking alone really can not help desu.
Soma1767
Living with next door neighbors can be a troublesome since you want neighbors to be friendly and avoid any bad relationship since they will be there for a lifetime. My advise "You don't have to like them, You just have to get along" works for me in work place environments.
Maxi
the reason that people in my team do not want to buy the gun is that they are afraid that I am going to go out to shoot someone because of my bad temper desu. that is why we going to use the Compound bow instead desu.
