Maxi
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🕑 Added 2021-12-26 18:17:49 +0000 UTCpeople in my family do not have time to celebrate anything desu.
that is why I really do not know why the school suddenly has a day off desu.
when I was I kid I was still happy with the day off because I can take time to play with other kids and play the game and secretly write, drawing hentai desu.
[those books already got thrown away by my mother cleaning desu.]
about celebrate desu.
there once in my life that one of my friends come to surprise me at my home for my birthday desu.
I do not even care about my own birthday desu.
I am only thankful that my father not kicking me out desu.
that can count as my birthday present desu.
the guy just shows up in the evening while I am having a dinner desu.
If possible I also want to return that favor desu.
he makes me feel like I have a value desu.
but I never do something like this to him desu.
I just do not know how desu.
that is why If my work can help people celebrate a bit about these celebrate day, I think this is the payback from back then desu.
that is how I know about what its like to celebrate desu.
when I got the money from the first donation all I celebrated is,
scream as loud as I can with my lazy brother and work non-stop for this piece desu.
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/74829764
that is the happiest moment in my life desu.
it proves that I have enough value to work for hentai desu.
that friend of mine,
is the guy who happens to be the first person
to know about my hentai life desu.
he just happen to see some of the other hentai artists' pic inside the PC desu.
I save a lot of them inside my PC desu.
and they just happen to be [screen saver]
because we are watching the anime together desu.
this guy just overacting scream out sounds like I just killed someone desu.
that is one of my memories that I will never forget desu.
all I can scream back is [No No that's not mine!!!]
while my face turns pale desu.
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today, I just clear all the problems desu.
no more worry desu.
for now these 2 months I going to focus on working desu.
that is my celebrate desu.
I am just sick of the stress and worry too much and end up can not focus,
spent too much time reading about every possibility,
now all of that is over desu.
what I get in return is the knowledge desu.
the power to create the endless opportunity desu.
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what I trying to say is
I am grateful for you guys' support desu.
stop working on the service make me hate myself desu.
sadly I can not work in this condition desu.
that is why I need time to rest a bit more ne.
today I force myself to come to work and it did not give me a good result desu.
I will come back to work as soon as possible desu.
Merry Christmas desu.
Comments
Maxi
one of my very first followers got blocked today desu. this is a bit wried because that guy used to cheer for me but lately, he become a toxic desu. maybe I just failed to see his problems from the start desu. he already shows a lot of bad habits and intentions through the action but because of my poor language unable to understand it desu. he no longer is my supporter anyway desu. I going to set him free now desu.
Maxi
in short, I do not know If I going to be corrupted by the power or not but at least I going to use it all for the new era desu. after that, I do not care what going to happen to me desu.
Maxi
I always know that being a kind person is the proof of true str desu. but what I need is power desu. in the Vikings series the Ragnar Lothbrok said "Power is always dangerous. It attracts the worst. And corrupts the best. I never asked for power. Power is only given to those who are prepared to lower themselves to pick it up" I am is a type of person who readies to lower myself in order to attain the power to create this wave desu. that is my resolve desu.
Maxi
hai, the reason I have a lot of time is because I sacrifice everything desu. I feel bad for it but I have already made up my mind that I going to live only for my agenda desu. I get a chance to have a second life, that is why I pledge my life on it desu. I teach myself to be ruthless and decisive desu. this friend of mine is just a little piece of what I have been sacrificing until now desu.
Soma1767
Hopefully your still friends with that one guy, a simple call or meet up with would do good just to catch up on things. I do the same thing with my friends we hardly talk but when we meet up we spend the hole day talking and catching up. Its good to just spend time with them.
Maxi
ah, by the way, I need to go to the bank one more time ne. dressing like a Goblin Slayer makes the security guard remember me now desu.
