Maxi
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『今です』
🕑 Added 2021-10-10 06:36:37 +0000 UTCthe reason that I go to see the dentist-san is because
I know that I might end up like this or worst desu.
this month a lot of things have already gone wrong desu.
that is why I will call this month the [messed up month] desu.
If I end up have 4 wisdom teeth this time I plan to take them all at once desu.
but too bad that I only got 1 wisdom tooth desu.
this might be the only way to punch yourself in the face
in order to keep yourself together desu.
I have been living in the comfort zone too long
and forget what I can do from the outside of this desu.
I am afraid of failure desu.
to me, life is too short to wasting time stay inside the cage desu.
I not getting out of the cage just to stay inside the bigger cage desu.
I plan to start to build the budling after have enough money desu.
about the next years and it takes 1 more years to wait for them to complete desu.
but that is just a safety move desu.
I going to start to build the building now desu.
and next year we will be working in the new building desu.
and If we face the big problems
we can just fight them head-on like a mad man desu.
like a person who has nothing to lose desu.
I just realize that these past 2 - 3 years did not make me grow up
because this is the comfort zone desu.
I already said that [I going to leave my RPG project to the future me] desu.
IF I going to go down just for these silly little problems so far
then the RPG project is impossible from the start desu.
this might sound like a joke
but, my first move after getting out of my comfort zone is sleeping and rest desu.
request work will be move to next weeks ne.
Comments
Maxi
News update desu. look like arrange the file will take 1 more day desu. about 70% now desu. will start upload tomorrow ne. and the old link will have to be deleted due to the size of the file desu. but need to consider the risk a bit before making the decision desu. going to rest for today ne.
Maxi
News update desu. Nemu-san works already complete desu. tomorrow will be arranged file day and learn some new tricks from Kadokawa as always desu. and the more good news is I able to eat more now desu. the wound is almost gone now desu. going to rest for today ne.
Maxi
News update desu. feel a lot better now desu. will start back to work on Nemu-san's part now desu.
Maxi
hai, I will be sure to worry sometimes desu. thank you for the warning desu.
Soma26
This is not to make you feel bad but more like motivation. Take that month and learn from it. Use those mistakes and improve them to be able to adapt and handle the situation better. At the very least make it a lesson so that if it does happen again you are more prepare to tackle it and be a to handle the situation better than before. Being worried is something that most people try to get away from however, its important for us to keep us on our feet and be able adapt better. Like you said "and If we face the big problems we can just fight them head-on like a mad man desu".
