Maxi
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『ちょっとつかれました』
🕑 Added 2022-09-19 15:47:31 +0000 UTClately, there are newcomer-san and people who have returned that need to understand me a bit desu.
I hate and am not good with celebration things desu.
my friend once come to surprise my HBD once at my home when I was still in middle school desu.
and that is my first and my last HBD desu.
what makes me feel bad about these celebration things desu.
I do not know how to celebrate desu.
I want to show my appreciation back to my friend but it takes time and effort to do something that I do not get used to it desu.
I have to go out, I have to find the shop, I have to know how to go to his place, I need to know what is the risk, ETC and I will go crazy desu.
one day I just told my friend
MAXI-san : If you have something to celebrate, please inform me...
Friend-A : sure
MAXI-san : and I will be sure to turn my phone off
and hide behind the mountain until it ends...
Friend-A : (>'-'<)
after that, I never got invited again desu.
but that guy still comes to find me for once in a while to play together desu.
we are already adults but when he comes to visit me, I always bring that guy to play like when we were a kid desu.
and it is not really bad at all desu.
once a year for me is ok desu.
the point is,
I hate wasting time desu.
I do not understand the point of living without reason desu.
I used to go out with some group of friends that have no direction desu.
just slow-move, pointless chitchat, one time is enough desu.
I decide to cut that kind of relationship out desu.
after that, I possessed the ability to make a judgment on people desu.
by results, by behavior, and ETC desu.
it would be a lot easy if I can see them in a desperate situation desu.
what kind of action they take when they fear,
what kind of action they take when they need something desu.
after doing something like this for 10 years I have attained two ability desu.
power of deduction things to see the future and solve the crime,
and the power to see through people's minds and situations from details and surrounding desu.
I said that I see and judge everyone from actions and results
and I expect them to do the same with me,
but I just realize that I force everyone to be sensitive and overthinking like me desu.
I do not know where is the common ground for us,
and I have no time to figure that out desu.
and I do not know if you guys can see through my work to see my effort and hardship to work inside them or not,
but this is the only thing I can offer desu.
but let me say this desu.
I create the Fanbox and the system here not for marketing desu.
this might sound a bit creepy but, I always watching and judging in order to find the people who can become my MVP desu.
MVP = simply the person who understands me and my agenda and helps me achieve the goal desu.
this might sound a bit sad and pathetic but,
believed me or not, you guys on Fanbox here have more value than my family and friends of mine around here desu.
because I am honest with you guys desu.
I do not need to fake,
I do not need to pretend to be happy to do someone favors desu.
here, I can have fun and you guys also having fun desu.
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all I want now is power desu.
I gonna spend my time learning and leveling up myself desu.
I mean, I already trade my life for this agenda desu.
I want you guys to support me by hoping for me to become the beast to lead the new era of the Hentai world desu.
I want you guys to support me by expecting me to become a more powerful desu.
and ready to be part of Maxi's direction in the future desu.
I understand that someone might be afraid that I am gonna be the type of person who is careless about my own supporters when I become powerful,
that is why a lot of people try to talk to me to win my trust and credit,
I gonna make everyone who worries about this feel better by this desu.
The good thing about my system is, that you guys have been chosen by me desu.
by my contents, by my types of work, by all stupid mistakes ETC
all of that is there for purposes desu. to bring you guys here at this Fanbox desu.
what I want is not money desu.
money just represents the coupon of hardship and proof to fight alongside me desu.
I might have high standards about friendships things,
but as long as you guys have the nickname or MVP title,
and always support me by understanding me,
I would do every whatever it takes to keep you guys around desu.
I have thought about it,
If I can trade everyone here for 100 million $,
what am I gonna do desu.
the answer is I would laugh and refuse it desu.
you guys here represent my pride desu.
even if my agenda come true by 100 million $ I would never know if my policy is possible or not desu.
I told Satanel-san before Fanbox project desu.
I just want to know what the view from the top looks like desu.
what the view of strong people looks like desu.
this might sound like ego but,
I need to know that I have what it takes to be on the top or not desu.
that means trading you guys for 100 million $ is just simple suicide for me desu.
and I also like the concept of teamplay desu.
[my view] would never be better than [our view] desu.
so no more worry ne, all I need is meaningful support from you guys desu.
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will keep updating the news below desu.
Comments
Maxi
Hai, fuuuu first page complete desu. Gonna rest a bit more ne.
Maxi
hai, start pages 14-15 again desu. about 10% now desu. going to work a bit more and sleep desu.
Maxi
look like I can not do this in half sleep desu. it's not the level that I get used to it yet desu. gonna rest a bit more ne.
Maxi
This might be my proper first manga type that I ever come this far desu. Mostly running away before it's complete desu.
Maxi
Hai, page 12-13 complete desu. The fun part start now desu.
Maxi
Sorry ne, just waste 30 min on the personality test to try something desu. I want to know why i get along well with my ex-girlfriend that almost have nothing in common desu. Her personality type is ESFP-A i just give the answer to the test by try to understand what she is thinking at the moment and this is the answers desu .I once ask her [what more important to you between lover or friend?] She just simple answer by try to make fun of me [friend will forever with me not the lover]But her result already told me everything desu. I just not grow up enough to understand her that is why i leave her side desu. 1,000% from me will never enough for her desu. That mean from now on I can just see some of their behavior and I will know the type of people right away desu.
Maxi
Current work about 80 % now desu. Will start next page by today ne.
Maxi
I still use the phone from 3 years ago, and after taking a look at this Ipad technology to compare, I decide to never upgrade anything again in my life desu. Don't get me wrong ne. Ipad is perfect for me to work on the bed desu. I just expect more advanced options, all i see is face scan good sound good screen but stupid MP3 software that hard to use desu. At least they should make it to PC level not phone level on this desu. I plan to play youtube while working and it not work desu.
Maxi
I hope i can complete my agenda before that happen desu. But do not worry ne. Ai technology will never move forward as long as human is still make the Iphone version to sell and told people that they are having a big different desu. To be honest this really show us why we are going no where and what kind of mindset that traps human here desu.
Maxi
i just realize that if current AI technology in my hand to lead, people more than half in this world will lose their job desu. But human life will step for the next level, the world will move faster and to the point that human no longer to work for living desu. I am INFJ-T the T mean the negative stupid that worry about future desu. And I can say that AI will never take over the human race desu. Unless they gonna use us as the host for make a copy of the brain, that when the human become the Ai pet inside the zoo or the nearly extinct animal inside their cage desu.
Maxi
If Ai technology do not pause by human greed or rule by human standard like how we be able to access to 10% of human technology now, then I expect this Ai to be part of our game for NPC and other option desu. i means we stuck at the current standard because we have a people that traps by moneyes desu. But good news is we are the groups of people who gonna break that standrad desu.
Maxi
There are interesting way of learning from AI that I try on myself desu. Ai learned from information that human give and decide what is right or wrong what is good or bad process in order to help them develop desu. That why the h-scene this time, i have give myself some h-scene from each elite manga writer and told myself how good how bad of each work by my decision desu. Human brain is far more superior than AI brain function because of dimension of see and analysis the information we got desu. And i can do not say the same things to AI that the people who decide what is right what is good for them is absolute perfect desu. I doubt that they have better understand about the quality than me desu. i mean AI would be traps by mass marketing rules desu. That is also one of the limit I talking about before for AI current version weakness desu.
Maxi
News update desu. Current work of page 12-13 now 70% desu. Going to rest for today ne.
giardo
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