Maxi
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『毒です』+ agenda confirm desu.
🕑 Added 2022-07-19 01:58:24 +0000 UTCabout the RPG project and some updates on my agenda desu.
just return from talk and exchange with INFJs people desu.
[people who are not interested can skip ne.]
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the first thing I looking forward to working on Pixiv is
[gathering people's ideas from all around the world]
but what I get is simple [toxic] desu.
some people said 「do not mind the comment」 but I just realize that
they do not know how much I am deeply sensitive about it desu.
I told myself that I might be sick as an excuse or
might be some trauma from having a shi-y father
after realizing that I am INFJ-T which means
common sense can not apply to me desu.
sensitive means we take it seriously when it comes to little details desu.
we see all meaning and all possibility from one simple comment desu.
I have confirmed that INFJs also can read people's minds like normal things from behavior since they were a kid and do it unconsciously by instinct desu.
about 10 years ago I always imagine someone who trains hard and works as a Hentai in order to focus on trying to create a higher quality of Hentai world by having crazy people support desu.
but I was wrong desu.
that is just simple my prediction
about the future about myself and everyone here
unconsciously or with instinct,
I walk on its path since then desu.
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we have been here by my prediction from 10 years ago desu.
what I trying to say is
If the money standard is the one that limits the people until now,
If I were right about this, then all we need to do is destroy it and bring a new era desu.
no more low-profile high-profit concept desu.
no more life that has to live under the money rules desu.
no more marketing deals between rivals company desu.
we will stand on the top and tell them to pay attention to our concepts desu.
we will break the balanced and bring everyone a new era desu.
that is the RPG project is all about desu.
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before October I will do some celebration events on 10,000 yen plan desu.
but all plans also have services and compensation as well desu.
that some kind of guarantee that wins or loses the war we will survive desu.
it's just one biggest harvest desu.
to be honest,
there are a lot of things I want to complain about and scream at desu.
but it's the price to pay for the new era desu.
my instinct told me that the chaos is waiting desu.
for now, I will focus on working and healing desu.
at worst we only failed desu.
INFJs told me that we are people who live in the future, not the present
that is why I plan to forget about the future and enjoy the present as much as possible desu. it's might sound irresponsible but my unconsciousness or instinct will bring us there anyways desu.
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Maxi
skill in management and control people desu. something that I really lack desu. I have been impressed by this person's skills since the college desu. with this person help our team have more hope desu.
Maxi
and one more good news, I success in recruiting the new member I want desu. my friend who is good at taking care of the dog will come to work for me desu. this is really the best possibility desu. with this person's help our team will be more like team desu.
Maxi
News update desu. need 1 more day desu. the lighting part is take too much time desu. must be because the new trick desu. going to rest for today ne.
Maxi
News update desu. today have a quick meeting desu. look like after the war end people in my crew including me will only have 3 people left desu. we have a hard time trying to pick the new member desu. one more person desu. I have already talked to 2-3 of my old friends who might decide to join us desu. going to take a day off for today ne. really feel too sleepy desu. and my hip did not hurt much when going to sleep now desu. maybe they start to over soon desu.
Maxi
when I see people who stick inside the box, I start to see them as NPC desu. people who can not bear the risk to find a better way of living desu. that is really sad desu. I mean life should be something that we enjoy desu. what point in living in fear of tomorrow desu.
Maxi
News update desu. current work about 90% now desu. will go to color balance and lighting soon ne. today I really rude to one of my friends desu. I ask that person a question [ARE YOU NPC ARE YOU BOT that why you never can break the rules that why you always stay inside the box] thie person thinks my good intentions as day dreaming or ill intention desu. all my life I only want quality desu. if I can make one person find the way to understand it and see what I can see, I will be like a mad man trying to convince them to believe in the daydreaming possibility desu. but changing people's minds is the hardest thing in my life desu.
Maxi
News update desu. almost 90% now desu. going to rest a bit more ne, it takes time than I thought desu. and forgot that I can not work full-time desu. but will be back again at night ne.
