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『メリー号と別れて新しい船に乗り換える』
🕑 Added 2023-06-29 15:24:56 +0000 UTCit's decided that the next month the new building will be ready desu.
after 19/July/2023 I will be packing things and moving to the new building desu.
I do not know how long it takes or what kind of problems waiting,
that is why the Maxi Ver002 and 10,000 yen plan might be delayed ne.
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thank you to my supporters-san and my grandmother who provided the workplace for me to work for free for these 5 - 6 years desu.
they said the first step is the hardest part, now I start to understand why desu.
this will be the very first step toward the RPG project desu.
I already give up on this RPG project several times due to a lot of problems desu.
and the last time that I give up,
I realized that my life without agenda is simply the walking dead desu.
I end up having no motivation to do anything desu.
when I give up on the RPG project this is the list that I try to do desu.
I want to enjoy my comfort zone,
I want to play around with games,
I want to enjoy spending money on delicious food,
I want to enjoy the technology,
in the end, I just feel empty desu.
I do not know how everyone enjoyed their life but for me life without agenda it's simply emptiness and meaningless desu.
that when I realize, my agenda = my life desu.
I have been fighting so hard because I have agenda desu.
it's alright if it is impossible desu.
but again desu.
maybe because I know that it's possible, and that is why I can keep working hard for it desu.
the chance is not zero desu. this is the last time that I gonna say give up desu.
as long as I still breathing, and have the chance,
I will keep going for the RPG project desu.
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thank you for your guys support again desu.
I will keep doing my best on living for myself and for everyone who enjoyed my work for the rest of my life desu.
