nisetanakadoingthings
patreon
how's it going, refund is going.(this guy done fucked up again)
🕑 Added 2019-03-31 02:14:09 +0000 UTCso I'm back now, yeah, I'm aware that many of you guys got charged your bucks off by an accident...eh not really an accident isn't it,,,, was just me being dumbass forgetting turn off my account
oh yeah that happened twice,,, twice, so two accidents to be exact,I wonder how people think about it.
seriously,I'm so sorry, I apologize for not updating anything for so unbelievably long, and not only that, I can't even think of what to say about this embarrassing fuck up.
I'll update this post later,to explain about,,uh I really need to sleep,
___________and here's update_____________________________
so you know I've been AWOL, for a stupid long time, (yes it happened again)
This particular habit has been happening quite periodically for years and years.
I always felt I was not doing well enough compared to others, I guess I just wanted to fix it, by doing so much shit more than my life could actually handle.
it worked sometimes, sometimes not, either way, it costed me to get burnt out by stress.
My issue is seemingly quite simple in sentences, but for me, not really so, even after I saw the problem I had a struggle to swallow the red pill, prolly I was in a denial of some sort.
Anyway I'm done with it now, as for the solution, I'll be less autistic about "doing well" things, and be more careful about how much I can chew at once, I learned my jaw isn't as big as some of the other artists, well I'm Asian so that makes sense somewhat.
I still haven't told what caused my last snap from the internet, so I'm gonna mention it as well.
in the late August my yard got hit by a lightning (edit: I wasn't hit by a lightning ) and I was tweeting about complaining how loud thunders are), my phone and wifi had fried by the electrical surge, and then a week later after it got fixed my PC's power unit had its capacitor exploded. I had no money to fix the problem at that point(couldn't even diagnose which parts needed to be changed in that time), neither no mobilephone. I was like "fuck it, I'm gonna find a new job then".
That's the explanation for that particular event of my last disappearing (I'm doing fine now)
it's gettin' lengthy enough and I've already taken way too long writing this already so I'll end this right here.
lastly once again, I'm sorry about that.
Comments
D4n0w4r
With all those noose drawings you do I thought you kicked the bucket. Good to see you're still alive at least.
yeah, I'll do my best m8, thanks for being patient with me.
kdh0412
I sponsored you for the first time and the update was so bad that I went out and came back. I hope you have a good picture from now on.
RisqueRaptor
Previous comment got removed for unknown reason, but long story short do communicate whenever you possibly can and as soon as you can before you take a break from the art social life. Despite all that it's good to see you finally back, Nisetanaka.
HDoomguy
Yo welcome back! We all missed ya, I hope things go better this time around
OnyxBlackSmith
I'm glad you're back my dude, take it slow you'r my favorite artist on the internet!
thanks m8
( ˘ω˘ )
gud night m8,
what's up demi hope you are doing snazzy
that's probably the most rational choice on the table if I find it's really difficult to run my patreon, I'll remind your suggestion. thanks for the honest opinion though
Oh my, thats a crazy amount of bad luck sorry to hear man. Glad to see you're alright though
Ryz
Everything been fineeee
I like your simple way
thanks dad! I'll check it
I noticed that I'll move onto NG, sucks but no other choice
Paca0713
Welcome back
Burgerboi is back
Kevin
the moomins await. rest now sweet prince.
Welcome back
go to bed now
demiboss
Welcome back buddy.
Arthoneceron
Oh, are you still around? Well man, if it's difficult to mantain the Patreon since you got disappeared for almost a year, I think you should close it and focus on something else.
RisqueRaptor
You should know that Tumblr has banned all porn content since your absence and most artists has moved to Twitter and Newgrounds.
Dwadle
Heya bud. Check your pay pal
Well holy shit you're not dead. Nice! Looking forwards to more tiddy
TheEnemyOfTheHorizon
Hope you been well man.
