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🕑 Added 2023-11-06 01:20:13 +0000 UTCThis, will be long. So if you've got time, please sit back, grab a snack (or a friend-shaped snack) and read. Who doesn't like a good literature, right? I initially wanted to do alot more for this post but, I settled on this. I'm also not real great at giving real long and serious drops of information but, just bare with me, alright?
Anyway, hi. It's been a full 3 or so months since I last posted so... What happened, right? Well, for starters, since the last I posted, I moved places! So I live by myself now. And that took like weeks out of my life but at least it's getting better for me, so that's pretty good. I had meant to make like a funny joke post for this occasion but, never finished it because I felt myself starting to just find reasons not to do so. It's practically done but I'd like to at least remake parts of it or something and post here for you people that have already been subbed here soon but. Anyway, getting sidetracked.
But my PC, in at least trying to dabble more into learning the ways of making even better content for you guys, started finally showing it's age on me. It's like 14 years old and it doesn't appear to have much time left seeing as how it seems to start pretty rarely BSODing, so I'll do what I can about that now that I have a new job. But at the time, it seemed real bleak, seeing that at the time my old job sucked bricks, so the drive to even do content wasn't that amazing either. I just sort of felt, sapped. For lack of a better word.
I also at the same time, wanted to continue my current path without elevating at least some part of it. Be it better tum content or otherwise. But unfortunately, hardware and a bit of the ol' headspace thing is a real task to get around. I've also because of this + my old job, was feeling extra not so great up there, and I'd probably say that that's the #1 reason as to why most likely. Just the drive instantly dropped the moment I wanted to do anything related to content. I don't know what it was.
My new job at least so far has been going pretty good, and through the year of working at my old job, my mental state in the way of things has improved marginally, and that's important and stuff for this kind of path. So that's a thing!
But I am back at least, and that's what matters most. Just some unfortunate road bumps and stuff, nothing against making or hating content, because I love that. Just the headspace making it hard to do what I love doing: making big tummy and butts and tits and stuff!
So here's the plan going forward.
The agenda will be that I will get along to releasing that sequence I mentioned above, because I like the idea and it's kinda funny, and I think you guys might like it too.
There's also going to be that second part of the Roon sequence I meant to release but y'know, depression and stuff. Or demotivation. Whatever the case, it's coming, and I'll probably redo that and make it look better with my newer knowledge because yeah, I like giving more than I can within reason.
There will also be more other misc related content until I can eventually afford my new PC, and their might be a drive for that I dunno. I've been thinking hard on it, I dunno. It may come way later. But when I eventually afford that new PC, I will be getting out better content, because the content I have already is servicable, sure. But for me, it's not as good as it can be, and that's just a big thing to me. I like maintaining quality, and getting better and better so that we can all have a quality lonely night alone or however you enjoy these, y'know? I just wanna do better, that's all. That will be a milestone.
Anyway, I'm sure I've typed enough or something. But I didn't wanna just not say anything about "Ah, well she just kinda mysteriously dropped off the face of the Earth and now she's back? And without a word?! Unbelievable!" and not give an explanation about it. I'd feel bad.
But hey, I'm here now right? No need for any form of worry for now. But I'll try my best to maintain a sort of schedule for things, or at least posting frequently enough as far as content goes, and maybe even more little updates like this.
Oh, and one last thing.
You guys are super cool for supporting me. And even more super cool for reading all of this. I mean it! It means a ton.
More stuff soon™.
Thanks,
— Ara
Comments
Oso.Soba
Good to see you back Ara! I hope you continue to prioritise your personal health and condition. It's very important that you feel stable and continue to keep on keeping on at your own pace. We'll be here to welcome you back everytime.
Guilty Spider
Thank you! I'll do what I can until I can do better.
Guilty Spider
I'll try my best! Thank you.
ウィーボナミクス１９９８
We're all just glad to have you back and doing better. When in doubt, your real life and personal health takes precedence, so the fact that that's been improving is what really matters! Take your time and take care of yourselfーgood things will come in time.
Kragger
I feel your struggles about aging hardware and that one moment when it becomes so unstable that it starts draining your drive to do anything, not counting any possible software issues because the updates make things less stable, and so on. In a way, I'm glad to see you appear once more. Stay strong, Ara.
