MarcoV4
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Going on break
🕑 Added 2020-05-26 23:50:32 +0000 UTCStarting June 1st, I will be taking a break from art. It will leave from then up until the 15th due to issues dealing with mental health and personal issues. All upcoming patreon requests will be placed on paused through this break, all new public released will be on pause as well. I have queued up some art for public release for June around the 18th on May. I am deeply sorry for these frequent breaks but I truly feel like I am going crazy and if not soon than later, I might either end up in a nuthouse where they keep crazy people in until they are "cured" or just dead via self harm.
Work as been stressful on me and school has been just another layer onto it, and so has been family issues, mainly with my relationship with my mother and I. I understand that she is doing her best to try and connect with me and understand me but I just constantly push her away and close my door. I know that this is no one else fault but my own. I willingly placed myself here due to poor mental management, my stubbornness, my ADHD/bipolar disorder or whatever you want to call it. You might call me acting like a bitch because I can't just smile and/or that I wear my heart on my sleeve so I take offence to every slight critical comment. I try to act like I'm okay but and truly not. I'm having thoughts of suicidal thoughts and they been slowly coming back. I usually fight them away and try to find myself something to do to help knock it away but I feel like it's not working. Once again, I am deeply sorry
