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First naked shoot in Paris. Part two!
🕑 Added 2022-01-31 16:34:13 +0000 UTC
Getting ahead of time is a little easier than being at its peak. Because when you are in front, you are alone, there is more space, you can be on your own.
Being ahead of time, you seem to be moving away from the general flow and can be an observer.
And the peak is a huge amount of peace in you. Whatever you do, you let everything pass through you, you are an image of yourself in an infinite amount.
In short, the peak is when there is a lot of you))))
I flew to Paris and as I have already written, it was my first visit abroad, spring of 2016. The evening of the day I landed, I went to a nude photoshoot. then I charged 200 euros for two hours shoot. Just undressing and posing. In nude photography, people discuss the process, I mean the model and the photographer. To explain my borders, how I would like to be filmed.
To shoot nude in a classic style without open legs is like walking on a knife's edge, because sometimes you need to make sure that you are photographed in a way you’ve agreed.
And I even know why, here's the story. A couple of days ago my friend asked me if I had onlyfans and I answered yes, but I'm simply shooting myself naked there, I don't do porn. Oh Masha) here it is your freedom) I try to watch myself at such moments, because it's my own trap. I root for freedom of expression, for freedom of body, I try to accept myself, but I still publicly try to justify myself to someone. In short, I created my own world where I believe that it's okay to be photographed naked, but porn is not.
It's not true, I don't think so, I believe that the way of self-expression should be free, but it's true that everyone has their own boundaries. Well, I also get that my art is extravagant and is not widely accepted, I know this, it's called realism) But if I decided to talk about freedom, then I have to give freedom to everyone, not try to create a nude world where the good ones are those who don't show their pussy, like they are more decent than those who show it.
This is called fucking yourself, in this situation nothing distinguishes me from those who condemn me. Such a reaction is normal — in their mind I violate their boundaries. If I internally think shitty of others then you can think shitty of me. And if I give freedom to other art like porn and open legs, I also consider this art, then no one has the right to tell me something. This is called freedom of thought, not convenient self-deception. I'm naked and beautiful, and others are depraved, it doesn't work this way.
I took the elevator up and went upstairs afterwards. The apartment was small, white, Parisian. And I'm funny, because before that I was sitting in the room for several hours, I couldn't get in because I was shocked, I'm abroad, I'm in Paris, foreigners are real and there are a lot of them, how beautiful, another country, I couldn't believe that this had happened.
Damn, I can't believe my eyes, I'm telling about it, this is the first time I'm telling anyone about it at all, I've never told such things. At such moments I ask myself has the world changed or have I? Or we grew up together. 200 euros for two hours.
My first Parisian photographer, I remember that he worked in a museum and it was his hobby to shoot on film, he had large cameras which take time to take the next frame. Time, now time can be put somewhere, then my time when I traveled around Europe for several years and was filmed naked, can now be put into text and music. Making music drives me crazy, all I want to put into a track is my feelings and they can be put into a music track like in a jar and shared with other people, which makes me stop feeling time and I get euphoric.
Talking about the agent, it was another nude model who rode around the world very successfully, she had a lot of contacts, different photographers, honestly someone is really a photographer, and for others it's a cover up, we'll discuss it later. And she could contact a novice model with a photographer, did this guarantee at least some kind of security? No? Did I feel unsafe sometimes? YES
to be continued……
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Plan to come back to paris ? :)
