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🕑 Added 2021-12-04 21:27:53 +0000 UTC A little bit about my childhood or what love means to me, part 2🐣 Unlock these pics with soap dripping like sperm from pussy (close-up ) 🤤 When I was 14 I had my first love, which is usually very painful. It was the same for me. The guy acted like a total asshole, he just used me as someone who listened to his problems and cared about him and at one point he cheated on me with another and said he didn't think I was his girlfriend. It was just before New Year's Eve, I thought he was someone close to me. Beside him I had a girlfriend who acted a bit toxic with me. When we met, I cried, but I didn't want anyone to see. And he saw my feelings and humiliated me, he did the same thing my parents did when I was a kid, my feelings were rejected again. And I lived with this strong sense of injustice for a very long time, I was more and more closed off from people and I was killed by a feeling of emptiness inside. At the age of 17, when I went to university, I really wanted to make friends with my new colleagues, but I was scared and I didn't communicate with anyone. That same year I fell in love with my classmate, she is very rude and arrogant girl, but omg, I just fell in love with her. I set a goal to become her friend, and after that more than a friend. However, all my attempts ended up only to the fact that she used me. She asked for help with study, told me about her problems, but she was never interested in me. And at one point I realized that I was either used or abused, no matter who I contacted. Apart from the social problems, I also had a problem with my identity, I didn't know who I was and what I needed. I got into a field of study I didn't want, I didn't know myself at all. It is hard when you are 18 years old and you are a lost failure with a broken heart and an empty shell. I was like that. To be continued
