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🕑 Added 2021-12-06 17:02:51 +0000 UTC A little bit about my childhood, or what love means to me, part 3 🐰 Honey, unlock this nude pussy bath pic 🧼🙈 My relationship with my parents was just as difficult, I started taking alcohol more often to numb my emptiness, and it disappointed them even more. I ended up doing self-harm and almost committed suicide. That pushed me to see a psychologist. The psychologist said I was depressed and I needed to take pills to cure myself. And I understood that I needed psychotherapy, but I didn't have enough money for that. When I took the pills, I had terrible side effects like hallucinations and nightmares. I guess they helped me a little bit. But I think more than that, it helped me to find myself. I realized that my life had gone wrong and it couldn't go on. I began to read a lot of psychological literature on self-help and began to get to know myself more. It was the beginning of a pandemic when I delved into my personality and I really wanted to help myself. I realized that all this time I had been looking for love around but hadn't found it, because I had given mine away. I was emptying myself. And I realized that love is inside me, that I should not be comfortable for others, that I have personal boundaries and I deserve respect. And I ended relationships with a lot of people after that. But I have no regrets. The story of my childhood has come to adulthood for a reason, I'm just convinced that everything that was with us in our childhood affects us now. But this is good news! After all, you are who you are now because of it, no matter how many bad or good things happened to you. I'm grateful that these problems were there, without them I wouldn't be me. I think you've already figured out that love means acceptance for me. I am convinced that love cannot exist without complete trust and acceptance. For me it has no gender and I don't distinguish between "friendship love," "partner love" and "parental love» . For me this feeling has a very high vibration, it's about soul intimacy with a person. 💓
