BoundByFlames
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🕑 Added 2023-01-28 09:30:44 +0000 UTC
(Also a post on FL)
Coming Up to 6 Months in Service to my Owners; Master Pixie and Master Alpha
A little while ago one of my Owners, Master Pixie, told me to do a writing for Fetlife. She wanted me to update people on my service. i gave myself until the 31st, the date of my 6 month review as this seemed appropriate.
i can often start off quite stiff with writing, i know i should so i start tapping at keys but it is detached and awkward. Eventually feeling finds my words and my stiff rambles turn into emotive rambles (still rambles - always). It is 6am and i sit in a coffee shop typing this. my routine now is consistent if not ideal. for 3-4 nights a week i sleep at my Owners, and for 3-4 nights a week i sleep in a stranger's house (i say a stranger as that is who they are to me, but is a family friend to Master Alpha). This arrangement came about after i crashed the car i had been sleeping in some months ago (mentioned in the first post about my living situation). i'm in the house pretty much every day during daytimes except for every other Saturday. Progress is very slow but it is stable in those aspects.
Challenges are a constant, as you'd expect from life, particularly from this lifestyle and particularly from a very unusual dynamic that has an Owner of each sex - in a relationship to eachother, switches and keeping a slave. Human beings are already incredibly complicated - bring two people together and watch as their own personal histories, outlook, natures and everything else come into play with eachoher. Bring another and throw kink and very intese, deep feelings into the mix and... it's a lot to juggle.
i mention in my profile how my Owners are powerful flames - completely engulfing when in harmony together, but still totally overwhelmingly powerful alone in each of Their dominance too - with very different styles and desires. Fire comparison is good for many angles of this dynamic. i have felt completely overwhelmed since the start... but i can also see it's not unhealthy for me. i am healthier than
