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🕑 Added 2023-08-15 21:57:14 +0000 UTC Lying in bed doing βMarket Research.β π You all donβt know the long journey itβs been for me to see myself as sexually desirable. Iβm grateful for what Iβve learned about myself along the way in my porn adventure: that I am lovable and deserving of love. Despite all of the sexy images Iβve had plastered online for the better half of a decade, it really is only, truly, the past couple of years that Iβve learned to see myself as sexy; and only the past few months that I can actually find myself attractive (e.g. get aroused watching a video of myself with someone). Itβs crazy how deeply rooted shame can disrupt your ability to love yourself and love life fully. So, ignoring the messy bedroom (side note - Iβd love to hire someone in Vegas to clean my house on the regular. DM me for details)β¦yes, ignoring the messy bedroom, this picture is evidence of me getting off to me and @cas3ycruz! And, I have notes π§. π Truth be told, I donβt watch a lot of the porn I make <>. But, Iβm embracing that I - ME! - can actually make the porn that I want to see. Itβs such an obvious truth, I guess the real surprise is that it took me this long to get there. Iβll do better about bringing you along for the ride. Iβm excited. π π π For now, know that there will be a lot more short clips (The Onlyfans interface really sucks for scrubbing through longer videos, especially with lube-y hands on the phone π‘); more stationary cam; more COLOR; and big oβl dicks and hairy holes. I have a lot of content on backlog, and the weekly postings will still come out. But I think the newer stuff is going to drop frequently during the week. Keep me accountable π«‘ - editing is such a chore for me right now - but I think thatβs because Iβm not really filming for me. Once I start filming for me, Iβll be editing for me, and then posting for us! Feel free to ask me questions. Iβd love to know what you think and would want to know about this journey Iβm on!
