Thursday, February 18th
I always seem to do these on a Thur..
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Thursday, February 18th
I always seem to do these on a Thursday. I’m cuddled up in a faux fur blanket. In a soft cream colored pair of lounge pants and a white cropped tank top. My toes covered in soft slippers. Watching the snow fall. It’s gentle... just a sprinkle sticking to the ground.
Winter is moving so slowly. At first I was struggling against it, but now that I’ve embraced that, it feels steady in an intentional way. I’m laying down the ground work for things to come and that feels right.
I still dream of traveling somewhere near the jungle. Near some open water. But that will have to be deferred just a bit longer. It doesn’t feel quite right to leave now and I’ve decided to listen to my intuition on that. Even though my curvy vessel longs for warmth and humidity.
As a lot of you know, last month life really threw me something incredibly difficult to handle. I am now seeing the other side of it. Feeling much lighter. Less dim. If these winter months have been hard for you.. if they have been too cold and too dark, just know that Spring is near. That the night really is darkest just before the dawn.
On a lighter note... I’m surpassing goals here on onlyfans that I only laughed about with friends in September. Pipe dreams are becoming a reality. The internet is such a wild, wonderful place.
I am so grateful for you. For this space. What a shift it’s all been.
snow-covered valleys of love,
alexandra
