Hollow-Insanity
fansly
🕑 Added 2022-12-27 21:23:50 +0000 UTC
So I got asked why I sell by a follower and I wanted to tell you all why 🙂
It's a little weird to explain and not a nice story but I feel like it's something people need to know.
I started selling as a way to gain control back over my body. As people know I suffer from Chronic depression, have both social anxiety and a general anxiety disorder. I also have PTSD.
A couple of years ago I started experiencing a lot of sexual harassment from both men and women. Well mostly women.
They'd tell me too kill myself, call me a slut, demand I cover up, tell me I'm vile and disgusting and shouldn't be around children. Why? Because of my chest size. You can tell by my social media posts I don't really try to hide myself away in clothes.
I even had one of my mother's work colleagues who's known me 15 years refuse too serve me because of a tank top, it destroyed me, then the same day I had a women tell me I deserve too be raped. I just broke.
I couldn't even walk home, I had to call my brother to come basically carry me back. After that I didn't leave my house for a month.
I fell hard and deep into a depressive spiral that caused me to go into a dissociative state where I truly felt I'd lost myself, that my body wasn't mine. That Id lost my mind, that I should just kill myself if people hate me so much. I ended up trying to take my own life.
Then one day I posted on reddit, shared my experiences and found people who consoled me, who'd been through similar things. The positive attention slowly helped me get myself back. It just sort of naturally progressed into selling
The money helps a lot, I can't work a 9-5 job, due too mental health, or my physical health as the breasts that people love or love to hate have left me with a chronic pain condition. So this is literally the only way I have of providing for myself . (P1)
