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I am about to be very open and vulnerable which is very very..
🕑 Added 2024-09-12 14:00:45 +0000 UTC I am about to be very open and vulnerable which is very very hard for me.In the last year I have been a victim of things that I'm not allowed to use the word for on here. Mental, physical, emotional, psychological, financial and the list goes on and on.
The depression becomes so real and then you blink and wake up and wonder how in the fuck you got here.
With the word restriction on here it is hard to go into full detail but I would be happy to in messages if anyone would like to message me.
Here I am, at rock bottom, broken and realizing that I should have asked for help a long time ago. But I'm so used to being able to fix everything on my own and the sad reality of it is is that I just can't this time and it's a huge bloat to the ego and everything else I busted my ass while working two jobs to finish business college a year early and I also have a vocational degree an animal sciences.
8 years ago I put my life and future in the hands of someone else even though I knew better and today I wake up and realize that I'm going to need some help fixing things this time and it is a huge blow to my ego and mental health because I'm a fixer and having to ask for help to fix something literally is soul crushing to me. As a model, as a milf, and simply as a human being I am asking that if anyone can help me the gratitude I have would be unmeasurable.
I can't explain how much It embarrasses me but also I can't sit around and cry about it. I need to get up I need to make moves and I need to take my life back. And anybody that would be able and willing to help me achieve that would be absolutely appreciated beyond measure.
It is time to get up get moving and take my life back. Because when you finally wake up out of a depression fog and realize where you've ended up, its time to do something about it.
And of course as always I do customs and other things as well if you would like to message me
Well I will never understand how much y'all mean to me, You're my people, and I appreciate every single one of you.
