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This is from 2 censored pics sold in DMs the other night. Wo..
🕑 Added 2022-12-20 00:10:46 +0000 UTC This is from 2 censored pics sold in DMs the other night. Would have been neat to hit 1k-3k a night like all the successful models I follow. I hope to 1 day work hard enough to be as consistently successful as they are. š I know someone who used to be a hair stylist and they make 30k a month now doing onlyfans. š¤£ they make a goal of 3k a day. Amazing! I tried being there for Ken and was kinda head over heels in love with him for a minute. I think we both realized things about each other that just wasnāt going to work out. I have my flaws and challenges so I understand. They were good to me for the most part. I was always there and open to listening but they never shared any real details and I never pushed. Weād been talking for months. I kept telling them I would have taken care of them and they started saying stuff like, āthatās just not true.ā And āI donāt think you really know yourself.ā It was really weird and jarring for me. During our falling out he pointed out things I hated about myself that I already knew, how I struggled to take care of myself and real life. I wish he didnāt do that cuz it felt like he was kicking me while I was already down. Like telling a fat person theyāre fat. Fat people know theyāre fat, they donāt need u telling them and reminding them. š Iām not going into details but it became obvious to me that they had been keeping me at arms length and I realized a few things that broke the wall for me. It was really offputting to not have anyway to prove myself or be good to them. I canāt really do anything if Iāve offered to be there for them and theyāre the one who doesnāt want to open up, share details or allow me to provide/show love. It opened my eyes a little more and we clashed until I caved and left them alone like they clearly wanted. The person that I idolized didnāt exist anymore and I realized a few things that werenāt adding up. I miss the fantasy and mirage of the hero in my mind but thereās no way for me to bring it back now. I was enamored for the right reasons and I realized they saw me differently than how I saw me. I was willing to commit to them which is insane in this line of work and had offered them 50 percent of a website if they could help me figure out stuff. I thought I was being generous but if thatās not good enough for them, then I canāt do anything about that. Im going to be more business reasonable for myself from now on and let my council of mister slaves have access to me instead. I guess I gotta do this solo and look out for me only like im supposed to. Iāve always been one of those overly generous lovey dovey people when Iām enamored with someone and itās time to be an adult and more business serious. Iām happy to have my lessons and allow them to move on and I will move on as well. Iām heartbroken but it is what it is. Iām going to give myself happy holidays at home. No more chads or ken. Thankful for the ken stand in, they were a good model for the shoot. Iām taking lessons from Venus and ______ from here on out. #cindymoon #007 #silk #venus Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7
