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So, how do you like this bodysuit? 🤭 It's a little tighter, ..
🕑 Added 2024-12-16 18:39:12 +0000 UTCSo, how do you like this bodysuit? 🤭 It's a little tighter, but I was hoping so would be his cage when he sees me in it. I have no idea how long it's going to last, but I love how I look in it. 😊 Also, the tantric chair turned out to be a fantastic purchase. I am thrilled about the positions we can do on it. I guess it only makes sense that it works better when it's designed about it. But I am continuously surprised at how great it feels. Usually, I just put Luke in a wooden chair and sat on a footstool nearby to get good access to him. And that's great as well, in the end, it's about the fun we have and not about furniture and other stuff, but being able to face him directly and observe his every expression during a session is hot, sexy, and fun. Anyway, it's not that big of a deal, but I like to share things that make me horny or happy, and this is one of them 🥰
Anyway, I have some pretty hot plans ahead, so fingers crossed that it will all work out during Christmas, as it can get pretty busy.
Last time I ruined his orgasm right into his mouth. I think I could've let go of his dick a few strokes earlier, to ruin him even better. On the other hand, at least I got a pretty big load out of him and it made for a very erotic show from my point of view 😈 But I was curious how horny he is. I know that one orgasm, even more so when ruined isn't going to provide a lasting relief, but it still going to provide some. So I wanted to try it myself, to feel it in the hand how quickly he's going to reach the edge now.
Besides, after last time I was feeling devious, but a little less mean. I mean, I won't always push the limits. So, I went for something more sensual and gentle. And I figured nothing like being unlocked for a slow oily handjob, right? 🤭I wanted to tease him, but also make it feel nice. Sure, it will make things more difficult for him in the long run, but at the same time, it should feel rewarding. I want him to crave it, even though he knows it's going to cost him. What I am trying to say, is that I like it when he really lets go of caring about orgasm and future consequences like erotic frustration and just focuses on how good it feels right now. Chastity and horniness are inevitable in our dynamics, but I think it can lead to appreciating the moment, to being more mindful.
So that's the thing I am trying to balance. To tease him, to make him crave what he can't have, and to enjoy the moment, because that's the only thing he can safely enjoy. 😈 I think chastity works great for that, by removing any "goal" or endpoint, it makes no sense to dwell on it. Once the orgasm is in the play, it becomes too much of an objective, instead of this sensual, warm, up-and-down feeling. The tension of your body, the excitement of being close to your keyholder. To really feel the erotic energy flowing. It doesn't always work, nor is it always what I want in the session, but sometimes I like to use chastity as a tool to help us focus and experience sexuality from a different perspective. More exploration, fewer objectives. Also, it helps with his performance anxiety. Because when there is no objective other than "let's see how this feels", it's kinda impossible to fail it 🤭
As to my findings about his horniness. He was so aroused, I could clearly tell, by feeling him in the hand. But it took a while longer before he got to the edge, compared to before the orgasm, so I will make him simmer for a while, before moving forward with some of my ideas 🤭
