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Today I want to share some thoughts that have been bothering..
🕑 Added 2024-05-21 13:46:11 +0000 UTC Today I want to share some thoughts that have been bothering me for a long time. What is change within me - maturity, a quest for self-discovery or an attempt to run away from myself? 🤔Constantly rethinking my views and values, questioning every position, especially my own. Trying to understand where my beliefs come from. Sometimes it seems that many of them are shaped by trauma or difficult situations.
I wonder how much of my change is the result of maturation and awareness, and how much is due to pain and disappointment. Many things in my life have changed my perception of the world.
I feel the weight of change, the fear of disappointment, and the guilt of not yet having reached a certain level of understanding. Can I live without the weight of the past and not be tormented by thoughts that I could have been different?
I try not to wallow in self-deprecation and shame. I accept myself as I am and forgive myself for not being perfect. Loving myself in every way and taking care of myself. 💖
It's infuriating that my life feels like improv. I wish I could rehearse it so I could be sure of every step. But maybe that uncertainty is what makes it unique.
Let the dance of change continue, let me question my beliefs. This is how I grow and become wiser. How do you deal with change within yourself? 💬
