Hey all! Thank you for sticking around. I know I haven't bee..
🕑 Added 2021-08-15 17:52:47 +0000 UTC
Hey all! Thank you for sticking around. I know I haven't been very communicative lately, but your support has meant a lot to me and so I have a few important updates for you that I hope you'll read. (continued below)
1. Big thank you to those of you who reached out to me personally to express your concern & support ❤
2. As you may know if you follow me on twitter, I've been struggling in general over the summer which has made posting very difficult (not just OF, but I've also done less streams, interacted less on social media, including even with people who are my close friends).
3. This past week I ended up in the ER and shortly after found out some very sad health news from my family back home, who I haven't been able to visit since Dec 2019 because of COVID. My ER visit & that family news may be related, but I'll need hospital tests to get the answer on that.
4. For now I'm getting through things day by day, but I'm going to *officially* pause on creating new content here for a little while until I regain some strength. I know now that I should have done that much sooner, but up until last week I was really thinking that I'd get through this without needing to step away from things "officially" like this.
5. I'm going to leave this profile up, so that you are free to browse through all the content I've already created (2300+ photos and 40 videos, you can find them on my profile page in different tabs), but I'm going to take a week or two to myself so that I can focus on getting well. I hope you understand ❤
6. If you want to turn off rebill and come back once I'm posting again, I totally understand, and I'll be sure to post all over Twitter and IG once I feel like I can consistently create stuff again. I love creating content when I'm feeling relatively happy and confident, but I just haven't felt like that very much lately and it's just made interacting online incredibly hard.
Anyway, I'm sorry it took me so long to let you all know what was happening. Again, I really thought I was going to be able to get through it without a dramatic "I need to step away from this for a few weeks" but here we are lol. I'm incredibly thankful for the community we have here and your support helped me *immensely* over these increasingly uncertain times. I'm really, really sorry if any of you feel like I'm letting you down 😔My goal is to step away from as much as I can for a bit so that I can recharge, get some therapy about the family/health stuff, and feel energized about my various projects again.
Thank you so much for reading all of this, I hope you're all well, and I hope to be back soon. I'll miss you 💕 Stacy
