Just sent you something rly special in the DMs as a thank yo..
🕑 Added 2024-03-26 17:38:07 +0000 UTC
Just sent you something rly special in the DMs as a thank you for your patience I made it super low priced 🤍 WHATS BEEN GOING ON?! Vvv read
As you might know if you’re following my Instagram account, I have been struggling with severe chronic health issues, and just recently got diagnosed with Hashimoto’s disease. I am working to get my thyroid levels back to a non-dangerous spot.
That’s the reason why I have been struggling to put out content at the same speed and magnitude as I was before getting sick. I’m sorry I haven’t been more upfront with you— this has been such a terrifying and painful ordeal… I really know what health means in this life now that I’ve lost mine and I am working tirelessly daily to regain it by trying to eat home cooked meals, take my medications, exercise and get sunlight. I’m still sleeping most of the day— unfortunately my major symptoms are chronic fatigue (sleeping 12+ hours daily) and brain fog which I’ve never experienced prior and has made work incredibly hard.
If I have seemed off or forgetful… this is most likely the reason for it and I wish I could be showing up in a perfect state but I need to provide for my medical bills despite not feeling well.
I genuinely love chatting with you guys and especially our spicy chats which get rly personal… exchanging videos in the moment is SO HOT to me and I look forward to doing a lot more of that as I spend my days lying in bed with you 🤍
Pls lmk if you have any fun ideas for things I can do on days where I’m too fatigued to get out of bed at all … it would mean so much to me to read ur comments and try them 🥰
I do plan to return to posting more frequently now and tips will be appreciate it more than ever fr 🥲 if you notice, a lot of my new sets are in my bed or on my floor I hope you can understand and be patient with me because planning professional shoots may be difficult for now without the chance of me having to bail and being deemed irresponsible which I would hate.
I somehow feel like I have failed you. I know it’s not my fault that I got sick but I always told myself I would be able to still produce content and keep up with things here. Other than messages, which are simple for me to sneer from bed, r this has been very difficult 😞 if I stand for an hour doing my make up and hair for a shoot— I am exchausted and fall asleep and ruin everything before I can click the camera one time. Perhaps you can forgive me for some more natural no make up shoots in the near future as well.
I will be heavily focusing on some fun fetish content to keep things interesting tho! Pls lmk what ur fetish is either here in comments or message me if ur shy to say it publicly so I know what to make hehe 😉
I love you so much ~ I am getting a bit emotional writing this because I cherish every single sub on this page and some of you are especially close to my heart even if we don’t talk often there are certain names I think of soooo fondly for opening me up to new sexual experiences and ideas or just sweet conversations 🤍
This is a much deeper experience than I expected and I am incredibly grateful to have you here during my difficult times.
