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Sorry I haven't been on in a minute, so the big news is that..
🕑 Added 2024-11-19 09:06:58 +0000 UTCSorry I haven't been on in a minute, so the big news is that I finally found a guy willing to go on a dàte with me! (at least for now).🥳
I went over a year without going on a dàte cuz no one wanted me😔, but this new guy seems pretty cool.😎✨
Those who follówed me long might know that I've been through😭 [#1 Being dàted as a joke for over a month and being laughed at behind my back by some popular guy who begged me to dàte him until I gave in, made me go on a 4hr hike in +35°C with no water on sharp tiny rocks when I was in slide sandals, not a nice guy, and once I found out the truth I realize all our dàtes were just him torturing me for fun. #2 flying internationally for the first time for a guy who begged me to because he wanted to dàte me, only to find out he secretly had 7 different girlfriends and boyfriends and wanted me to be 8 and thought to pressure me irl, didn't work obviously I was heartbroken, and then he told me how each of them were better than me in detail. #3 I got bullied irl in front of cashiers and stuff, and then he said that I was "embarrassing and disgusting to be seen with" because I "look 12 irl" and then dumped me.]🥹❤️🩹
So all bad experiences, then I mèt this new guy. Mall & coffee shop he was nice and waited for my train with me even tho he didn't have to. Then yesterday we walked all around downtown over 2hrs and he had his arm around my waist & shoulder, and even possibly touched my butt a little lightly? I kept insisting we could go where he wanted to eat, but instead he took me to my favorite restaurant. We got a cute little table in the back very far away from the rest, and the waiter even complimented my sweater saying it was cute😳, so I told her where I got it cuz they're probably still selling it. Anyways, that was very kind of him to take me there, and I never thought anyone would like me enough to treat me that nice🥹🍝. He laughed at me quite a bit during dinner but in a nice way I think? I'm just very awkward.🫡💦
THIS FRIDAY after he gets off work, I'm going to his place for the first time and we're going to watch anime and possibly cuddle, he said he was considering kissing even, but I'm totally not ready for that so I just said cheek kisses. We're both the same age and virgins anyways, so definitely no sexual stuff yet he said. But I'm just very happy lately, idk🥹
So I probably won't be posting a whole lot cuz I'll be busy being happy hopefully
